Momy!....yaya faruk!......Mimi ba lafiya,kafin kace me faruk har ya haura sama,koda yatafi yaga halin da mimi take ciki sai cewa yayi"shi ke nan kin kaini kin baro,Mimi why!why Mimi!!....cikin ya zube ko faruk?Momy cikin ya zube Mimi ta min asara,innalillahi wa innailairaji'un
,faruk hakr zakayi...yanzu a dauke a kaita dakin duba marassa lafiya ka dubata,momy ai wannan jinin da ya zuba kadai ya isa ace cikin ya zube,ba sai an wani duba ta ba,wanka kawai ya kamata tayi zan kawo magani, yanzu,momy ce ta taimaka mata tayi wanka,bayan ya dawo ne, yayi mata allura hadi da bata magani,ya kwantar da ita,sannan ya kama hanyar fita daga dakin.....Mimi ce ta dakatar da shi ta na mai riko hannusa. Yaya pls........bana son jin komai daga kareki Mimi, ya fita abinsa,bai zame ko ina ba sai bangarennsu a dakinsa,da isar sa, kaya kawai ya cire ya fada toilet ya sake showertun daga saman kansa har kasa,ko zai ji sassauci, Bayan ya fito yayi zaune saman gado,ya dafe kansa da hannayensa,yana fitar da hawaye masu zafi. Ita ma mimi inbanda kuka, ba abinda take,tana tunanin yadda zata shawo kansa ya fahimci cewa Ita kaddara idan Allah ya rubto ba makawa sai anyita, dukda dai tasan da laifin ta aciki, amma ai ba da gangan bane,tana cikin haka ne su Momy suka shigo,saurin rufe idon ta tayi domin bata da abin cewa........ da dai kin bude idon da yafi,fada kan ba makawa,sai kinsha shi tunda ke ba kya aikin hankali,Momy inda take shiga ba nan take fita ba,ji take kamar ma ta dake ta,.....haba fadan ya isa haka,ki barta da zafin zubewar cikin mana, kinsan cewa Mimi yarinya ce,yakamata ki bita a sannu,umman faruk ai yarinta ba hauka bane.
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Amma ai kya duba mata, Mimi har nawace,she is 17 years old, har yauzun bata ko shiga 18 ba fa,haka na sami faruk a nakinsa,wai kuka yake yi wanda yakamata ace ya rungumi kaddara,har nayi mamaki ina hankalinsa yatafi, hmmm uman faruk abinda da ciwo,kinsan faruk idan yasa abu a ransa,sawa yake dawa.....to baga irinta ba,.......amma dai abbanta baya nan ko?baya nan sa'ar da taci kenan,domin nawa fadan ma mai sauki ne. "Mimi kukan ya isa haka kinji,Allah ya kawo wani tsayayye mai albarka,ameen umma nagode,kina jin yunwa?a'a umma a qoshe nake koda abin ya faru, to kicire damuwa a ranki indai faruk ne zai sauko, daga kanta tayi alamar taji, tana mai share hawaye,nan suka bar dakin ita da Momy, ya rage daga Ita sai Zainab,wacce tunda abin ya faru ta kasa cewa komai, gani take kamar itace sila.......Zainab kidaina tunanin a dalilinki ne abin ya faru dama can haka Allah ya rubuto,sai da ta nisa kafin tace,"to Mimi Allah dai ya sauwaka, amma......No Zainab kar kice komai pls,kawai A barwa Allah komai. Yau kwana uku kenan Mimi bata sa faruk a idonta ba,kowa gdn yazo dubata amma shi tun lokacin bai sake dawowa ba, hakan bai hanata kiransa a waya ba yafi a qirga,domin ta bashi hkr,sai dai baya dagawa,ganin haka ne ya sa ta koma tura masa text,amma duk daya,hakanne yasa ta yanke shawarar zata je ta sameshi a dakinsa ko zai hkra. Sai da tayi wanka,ta shirya ne cikin wani tsadadden less, ash color yayi mata kyau sosai,dinkin riga da siket ya dan kamata ba sosai ba,sai zuba kamshi take.
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Koda ta fito ba kowa a falon,bata zarce ko ina ba sai bangaren su faruk,ta nufi dakinsa tana mai nocking,amma shiru kamar ba mutum a ciki,har zata sake nocking sai taji muryashi yana cewa, yes!ta shiga ne tare da sallamar ta,ya amsa sallamar ba yabo ba fallasa,yaya barka da wuni, barka dai,yaya dama nazo ne akan inkara baka hkr don Allah kayi hkr inshaAllah......."hakan bazata sake faruwa ba,faruk ne ya karasa maganar tare da cewa dama nasan haka zaki fada, amma ba kya aiki da hakan,ba haka bane yaya inaso ka fahimci cewa idan Allah ya rubuto abu ba makawa sai ya afku,sannan da bakin ka fada cewa "cikin nan yana da matsala,wata qil Allah ya hango wahalar da ke tartare da shi,shi yasa ya mun sauki,amma ka kasa gane hakan, kamata yayi mu roqi Allah da ya sauya muna da mafi akhairinsa,Mimi! Pls get out of my room,ba musu ta tashi ta fita,ganin yadda ya hasala. Bayan kwana biyu da faruwar hakan,Mimi ce ke saukowa daga kan bene zuwa falo,ta samu Momy zaune tana waya da daddy,Mimi sai cewa take "Momy bani shi mu gaisa,ai ya ma katse wayar, Ashe kinyi waya da daddyn ki,bayan faruwar zubewar cikinki? eh Momy,amma ga alama bai miki fada ba?haka ne Momy ai yaya faruk bai gaya ma kowa ga dalilin zubewar cikin ba,keda umma kawai kuka sani sai Zainab,gaskiya ya kyauta ana son haka a rayuwa,Allah ya biyaka faruk,Ameen momy.
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Ni kuwa Mimi banga kina shirin tafiya ba,gashi naji kamar faruk yace gobe zaku tafi,gobe Momy?eh mana bai gaya maki ba,sati daya fa yace zamuyi kuma ai bamu yi sati ba, kika sani ko canza shawara yayi,may be ya canza shawara, tayi maganar ne cikin rashin jin dadin zancen. Saida ta bari Momy taje kicin, sannan ta tashi domin zuwa jin zancen tafiyarsu,tana isa bangarensu ta samu ya dawo kenan daga wani guri,sannu da zuwa yaya, kamar bazai amsa ba,sannan yace "yauwa sannu,dakin ya bude tare da cemata bissmilla,shiga tayi ta ta zauna shiko yana rage tufafin jikinsa,ya dawo daga shi sai singlet da short niker, Inajin ki me kuma kika zo dashi yau,batun tafiya ne yaya naji ance gobe zamu tafi amma sai baka gaya min ba,haka ne amma ai ba dake zanyi tafiyar ba, meyasa yaya? Sbd baki da wani amfani agare ni,sosai ta kalleshi,sannan tace "bani da amfani fa kace yaya?yanda tayi maganar har saida ya kusa dry,anan take kuma ya sha toka,ai gsky na fada,na daya dai ko cikin kika kara samu zubaddashi zakiyi,sbd yarinta na damunki,sai naga,gara na tafi ni kadai,tunda akwai 'yan mata in inada buqata, abinci ko ba matsala ta bane,kin ga baki da wani amfani kenan...tabbas bani da amfani,sbd sha'awa ta kawai kake basona ba, ta fita batare da ta ji me zai ceba. Dariya yake sosai yana cewa"my mimi,hatta ma sha'awa da so baki banbanta su ba.
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Tana isa dakin ta,ta fada saman gadonta ruf da ciki tana fitar da kuka marar sauti. Shiko faruk yana nan yana kallonta a laptop dinsa domin yasa camera a dakin,tana cikin kuka sai momy ta shigo,saurin share hawayen ta tayi domin batason Momy ta gane,zo muje kici abinci,sai da suka fita daga cikin dakin, ya rufe laptop,yana mai cewa "Mimi nima banso ace nayi tafiyar nan ba da ke ba,lalura ce kawai. Washe garin ranar. Faruk ne tare da umma,Abba,Hafiz
, da alama tafiya zai yi suko suna masa fatan Allah ya kiyaye hanya. Hafiz muje karakani a other pert nayi musu bankwana. Bangaren su Mimi suka fara zuwa,ba kowa a falon,faruk ya haura sama zuwa dakin Mimi. Bacci take abinta daga ita sai rigar bacci fara tas, bazata wuce iya cinya ba, gashin kanta duk ya baje har zuwa fuskar ta,sannu a hankali yake yaye mata gashin da yazo gun fuskar ta,tare da jaye pillown da ta rungume,ya maye gurbin pilon,Mimi taji abin kamar a mafarki,ta Kara rungume shi kamar za'a kwace mata shi,..... sallamar Momy yaji,tana mai cewa ai zata shiririta ka indai Mimi ce....Momy bacci take bana so tashi,sannu,sannu yayi maganar kamar mai shinfidar yaro, to jeka dai Hafiz na jiran ka,"yace lokaci na tafiya, sai da ya bata kiss sannan ya tashi,yana cewa "har yanzu bacci masu ciki bai sake ta ba fa Momy, da dane, da yanzu ta tashi, lallai kam,cewar momy.faruk ya fita tana masa Allah ya kiyaye hanya. Yaran nan kamar basu ne aka samu 'Yar matsala abaya ba,amma yanzu cikin ikon Allah soyayyar su ta yanxu, harta fi ta da.
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Koda Mimi ta tashi daga bacci, sai kamshin turaren faruk ta ke ji a jikinta, Dakin momy taje,da sallamarta tasamu ta sallame sallah kenan,"momy yaya ya shigo ne? ya shigo domin kuyi sallama,ya samu kina bacci ya tafi abinsa.....zuwa ina? ina kika san zai je? wai da gaske yake ba zai je dani ba,ta karasa maganar ne cikin kuka. Daga gani wannan kukan har da yunwa a cikinsa tashi kije kisamu abinda kika ci,tunda kikayi sallar asuba kina nan sai faman bacci kike har 11am, Momy Allah yaya bai kyautamin ba...Mimi jeki inaso inyi lazimi. Tashi tayi ta bar dakin,tana mai cewa a cikin ranta "lallai yaya har ni zai yima haka,wato da gaske yakeyi kenan,ba komai zan rama ne. Sai da tayi wanka sannan tayi lokacin kari,fresh milk ta dauko tana sha har sai da taji tayi makil,sannan ta tashi taje bagaren su kaka,ko zata rage jin zafin abinda faruk ya mata. Sallama dai masu gida,wa Alaikissalam,...to fa kinzo ba sauran hutu...karki damu ni bacci ma zanyi, amma dai tukuna ina mijina?ya fita,amma kike a dakinsa kina kyro magana,gyaran dakin nake....haba kaka bari na gyara mana tunda nazo,a'a yi baccinki ai har na kammala,don Allah kaka sai anyi sallah zaki tasheni... to naji 'yar iya yi, murmushi kawai mimi tayi batare da tace komai ba.
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Yau sati Biyu kenan da taffiyar faruk, kullum yana kiran Mimi amma bata daga waya, da yaga haka ne sai ya kira Momy yace aba Mimi, ansar wayar kawai take bata tare da ta aza a kunnen taba, sai taje daki ta aje, har sai ya gaji ya kashe,sannan ta mayar ma Momy da wayar, ba tare da tasan abinda ake ciki ba. Zaune suke a falo suna kallo Mimi ke cewa"Allah momy yunwa nake ji,a'ah to waya hanaki cin abinci?tashi tayi taje ta bude frij amma ba fresh milk, Momy babu fresh milkai da gangan na kyautar da ita sbd na fahimci ba kya cin abincin in akwai ta, Allah Momy bazan iya cin komai ba sai Ita,shiyasa. Ashe ko aiki ya same ki,pls Momy.....ba wani in zakici abinci kici. Tashi tayi taje bangaren su faruk,tana tunanin baza'a rasata ta ba.Da sallamarta ta shiga,sai dai waya umma take amma, hakan bai hanata amsa sallamar ba, tare da tambayarta me yake damnta, sbd fuskar ta nuna akwai dmw. Umma fresh milk nake so in za'a samu pls, sosai makuwa Mimi,....gashi wai zaku gaisa ta mika mata wayar ta fice,batare da gaya mata waye ba. My Mimi wannan horo haka, ai yayi yawa, pls am so sorry,wani irin hausin sa taji. Hmmmm me kuma kake so kace dani yanzu, bayan bana da, wani amfani a gareka.....dai dai umma ta fito gashi bata so taji, mika mata wayar kawai tayi,har kun gaisa? eh umma,to ga fresh milk,ta amsa tayi gdy ta fita.
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Tana dawowa kawai sai ta fada jkn Momy, tana magana a tsorace,"wayyo Momy motsi nake ji a cikin cikina,ke Mimi kodai yunwa ce... hannun Momy ta jawo ta aza a cikinta, mamaki qarara a fuskar Momy, tana cewa, "Mimi dama cikin ki bai zube ba ne,domin wannan cikin daganinsa yayi wata biyar,tashi muje asibiti. Haka kuwa akayi domin doctor ya gaya musu wannan cikin kadan ya rage ya cike wata biyar, sai dai da alama cikin ya zuba,ha kan yasa ya kwanta,amma yanzu komai zai zo normal inshaAllah,cike da farin ciki suka dawo gida. Nan take family kowa ya sani sai murna ake, akasin faruk da aka kira wayarsa, a kashe take,amma tuni abban Mimi ya sani,domin har ya kira ta yana taya ta murna. Zaune take tana shafar cikin ta wani irin farin ciki, ke ziyararta,tana cewa"Allah na godema, dakasa cikin nan bai zube ba, naso ace yaya, na nan, da yake ganin banida wani amfani,naga ya zaiyi,ya zaiji,me zai ce mun.
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Bayan sati daya da faruwar haka. Mimi ce kwance abisa 3 seater,bangare su faruk tana bacci,umma ko tana yanka kankana,sallamar faruk taji,ta amsa sallamar ne cike da mamaki,umma sannu da aiki yauwa sannu....amma meyasa baka kira zaka dawo ba,Allah umma wayata ta fadi,yau sati daya kenan,ganin aiki yayi min yawa shiyasa ban yi lokacin sayen wata ba. Umma me za'ayi da wannan kankanar haka da yawa?kasan yau ne meeting.... eh shiyasa ma na dawo da wuri domin ina son in halar ci meeting din. My Mimi..... bacci take fa karka tashe ta, me yake damun Mimina wai duk ta rame...... har ka tambaya bayan kasan ciki ne da Ita,ciki Umma? dama bai zube ba?dan guntun tsaki umma tayi,sannan,tace "zafin zuciyar ka ai bazai bari ka fahimci ya zube ko bai zube ba,tunda ko duba ta bakayi ba,Allah umma a lisafina cikin bai wuce 3 month ba,Sam na manta yakai 4month har da sati koda muka zo amma don Allah umma ayi hkr,da kuskuren da nayi na rashin duba ta,mu dai fatan mu Allah ya sauke da lafiya, sassanyar ajiyar zuciya yayi,kafin yake cewa "Ameen umma. Kallon mimi yake cike da sha'awa taqara,haske,smooth, kyau,ga qirjinta da yaqara cika,sai wani irin abu yakeji.......umma ce ta katse shi,tana mai cewa,"ko kana bukatar abinci akawo ma?a qoshe nake umma' sai dai ko zuwa anjima.
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Kowa ya hallara a gurin meeting Alhaji ya bude da addu'a, bayan haka suka fara tattauna wa akan lamurran family,ciki harda magana akan asa ranar auren Hafiz da Ali rana daya. Duk abin nan da ake faruk hankalinsa na kan Mimi, ya matsu a qare ya gana da Ita,domin ya fahimci,har yanzu fishi take dashi. Aiko ana gamawa ya riko hannuta da sauri,"Mimi pls kiyi hakuri da abinda nace miki ranar,wlh wasa nakey miki,asalima bako London naje ba....ok yanzu tunda kaji cewa cikin yana nan, shine zaka cemin wasa kake,bana son wani kwantar min hankali da zakayi,na riga da nasan cewa baka sona,sha'wa...no Mimi kar ki fadi haka,wallahi tuni na dawo gareki Mimi inasonki so na har abada,ai nasaba jin wannan yaya, sai ka zanxa wani salon. Mimi ba lallai bane ki iya ganin yadda nake sonki, ba lallai bane kisan yadda na dauke ki ba, ba lallai bane kiji yadda nake kewar ki ba,domin ta zuciyata ne Kadai zaki iya gani,pls Mimi ki duba min fa,tunda naje nake kiranki a waya, amma ba kya daga wayar,kinaso kicemin wannan duk don cikin ne?...... sai kawai kuka yaci karfinsa,saurin dago kanta tayi domin bata zaci abin zai ga kuka ba,sai taji gabaki daya ya bata tsusayi,"yaya ka daina kuka please,indai nice na hkr,rungume juna sukayi suna kuka,Mimi I love u,love u too,yayana, Tafi raf raf family ya dauka, har da su shewa,gaba ki daya sun manta a gaban family suke maganar,domin faruk bai ko bari aka fita ba ya riqo hannun Mimi.
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Karfe shida na yamma ranar, Mimi ce ke waya da faruk,yana gaya mata anjima da karfe 8pm zasu fita,Ita ko sai tambayr sa tayi, zuwa ina kenan yaya?ki shirya kawai ko ma ina ne zaki gani,to Allah ya kaimu lokacin,Ameen,sannan suka katse waya. 8pm ta shirya tsaf shi kadai take jira,dakin Momy taje da sallamar ta, ta sameta tana addu'a zama tayi, tana jiran ta har ta qare,banyan ta qare ne ta juyo gareta, yadai har kinyi sallah kin shirya,?eh umma yanzu shi kadai nake jira bana son yazo ban shirya ba duk sai na kasa shiri cikin natsuwa,lallai kam haka yafi......sallamar faruk suka jiyo,Momy ce ta amsa sallamar, ya rissina ya gaisheta, lfya lau faruk....kinyi zaune kina kallonsa tashi ki dauko maya finki kutafi mana, tashi tayi ta dauko suka tafi. Tafe suke cikin mota sai kallon kallon suke wa junansu, faruk ne ya fara da cewa, my Mimi kinyi kyau sosai, sai kace amarya,yaya kenan kai kuma sai in kira ka da ango Kennan, domin kyan da kayi in ma akwai abinda yafi ango to ka ka kai,kamar kuwa kin sani domin yau angoncewa xanyi da kyakkyawar amarya ta Mimi. Ihm yaya dai shiyasa kace zamu wani gurin, au kina tunain zan iya hkr ne har muje London,ai nafayi qoqari gsky,murmushi tayi kafin take cewa,yaya amma wannan hanyar ta zuwa gidan kace ko?cewa zakiyi ta zuwa gidanmu ce,domin duk muka zo Nigeria nan zamu riqa sauka
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Wani hadaden gida naga sun shiga iya haduwa gidan ya hadu,Mimi sai cewa take wow yaya amma anqara gyara gidan nan?a kwanakin nan nasa aka gyara shi, gida sai kace a qasar waje,cewar mimi,ya bazan gyara gidan haka ba tunda matata kyakkyawa ce kamar balarabiya, uhm yaya kenan, ka daina kuda ni haka da yawa, ai sai kasa kaina ya qara girma. Nan dai suka shiga daki, ya bude musu gasashiyar kaza da fresh milk da Hollandiya milk sunyi sanyi har sun gaji. Sannu a hankali take ci har ya gama ci bata gama ba, Mimi bazan iya hakr labulabun nan naki ba fa,jawo ta yayi jikinsa yana bata har sai da ta qoshi,daga nan aka janza salo,sai aikawa junan su sakwanni suke,daga gani sunyi missing din junansu sosai,mimi ce tayi karfin halin cewa lets go to the bed pls, nan suka kashe wuta,dole na fita na basu guri,na dai san an faranta ran juna. Basu suka koma gida ba sai 11pm. Sai da suka qara kwana biyu sannan,suka koma London,cike da kewar mutanen gida.
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Akwna a tashi ba wuya a gurin Allah,yau cikin Mimi wata tara,haifuwa yau ko gobe, sai dai cikin yayi girma sosai,tafya ma da qyar take yinta. Kwance suke suna bacci wuraren karfe 12am a cikin baccinsu ne faruk yake jin wani irin nishi kamar a mafarki,koda ya farka baiga Mimi ba, ba shiri ya nufi toilet domin yana zaton can nishin ke fitowa,Mimi ya samu a durqushe riqe da qugu sai zabga salati take. Mimina meyasa baki tashe ni ba, yaya ka taimakamin zan mutu, bazaki mutuba Mimi, daure domin kingin tsirif ki haifu,rufe bakinsa ke da wuya,santalelen da ya fito, jawur dashi, sai dai da alama,akwai wani domin, Mimi bata daina nishi ba, "Mimi qara trying akwai wani tafe, subul kuwa kyakkyawa yarinya ta fado,murna a gurin faruk ba'a magana, sai sannu yake mata,hadi da godiya. Nan take ya shirya su tsaf da uwar har 'ya'yan,tea ya hada mata mai kauri tasha,sannan tayi feeding din yaran. Tun a wannan daren ya kira gida ya fadi,sai kiranta ake a na mata barka da ta sauka lfy. Sbd tsananin murna,Abban Mimi ji yayi kamar yayi tsuntsuwa yazo yaga jikokinsa.
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Saida suka qara kwana biyu ya tabbatar da lafitlyarsu sannan suka dira Nigeria,murna a gun family ba'a magana,ga yaran akwai shiga rai'yan tubultubul dasu,kyawawa masu kama da iyayensu. Ranar suna yara sukaci,Muhammad Ammar, da Nana Fatima,wato sunan mahaifiyar faruk, ana kiranta da Islam. Bayan sunyi arba'in ne akayi bikin su Zainab da hafiz,Ali da zeenatu,anyi biki bidiri sosai abin ba'a cewa komai,su salim,Hashim,Yusuf sai casu ake,dama school ne yahana kuji su,yanzu kuma sun kammala. Da aka gama buki faruk ya kwashi matar sa da yaransa suka koma London. Bayan shekara biyu. Mimi ta fara zuwa school,da yake faruk ne yace sai yaransa,sunyi kwari zata fara zuwa.
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Yau ranar weekend ranar da suka kebe domin wasa, a gurin basket ball suke ko wannensu ya yi shirin wasa,dasu har 'yayansu,ammar da Islam. Ball aka jefa bayan ta tsaya,sai suka cema ma yaran,duk Wanda yayi na daya da dauko ball za'a bashi ice cream,oya!one!two!!three!!! gooo!!!,aiko suka tafi da gudu,suko suna kiran sunan yaran, yadda zasu qarajin qarfin gudu, faruk shine mai ammar, Mimi ko Islam. Ammar!Islam!Ammar! Islam!Ammar!yee
ee! islaaam,da gudu ta fada jikin Mimi sai murna take tayi ta daya,1,0 kenan oya kusake zuwa muga wa zai na daya, faruk ne yayi magana tare da jefa ball,wannan karon Ammar ne yaci, faruk ya dauke shi sama, ya dawo dashi,Ashe hakan da aka yi masa ya birge Islam, abu ga yara, nima daddy amun irin na Ammar, a'a momyn ki zata miki,a'a fa banda haka yaya, kin taba ganin inda 'yan wani gd sukyi yima 'yan wani gd tawai,ni ba ruwana da haka kawai a mata, don kasan bazan iya irin yadda kayi ba shiyasa, tayi maganar a cikin shagwaba, tare da bubbuga qafafunta a kasa, Cike da sha'wa ya kalleta yana cewa "yara na kallonki,su suce me kenan,ai nima yarinyace, to naji, ya dauki Islam Itama ya mata,to saura ni,dry yake sosaimimi ki bar ma yara wannan,muje inmiki naki a daki. Shiga sukayi cikin gd suka ba,Celina yara wato mai kula da yaran.suko suka shiga daga ciki. Daga hannayen ki sama, amma fa ki rinste ido, ok,sai da ya cire kayan jikinsa gaba daya,sannan Ita ma yacire nata,ta bude idonta tana mai cewa, yaya ba haka nake nufi ba, ni haka nake nufi,rungume ta yayi tare da hade bakinsu wuri daya,suna masu shafar jikin juna ta koina,tsayuwar ta gagare su, suka fada saman gado tare da jaw bar go suka rufe jikinsu,nan suka,lula duniyar ma'aurata, Amma fa ni bangansu ba Asea ce tabani lbr,kar kuga laifi na. Bayan sunyi wanka ne, na koma leqawa na same su rungume da juna, faruk ke cewa, Mimi ke ta,dabance,domin a duk lokacin da nake kasancewa tare dake,na kan manta komai a duniyar nan,Nima yaya banajin akwai wani da namiji,da ya kaika,shiyasa ako wane lokaci kazo min da buqata, bana iya hanaka. Mimi ina sonki, yaya nima ina sonka.qara rungume juna sukayi, suna masu farin ciki da jin dadin zancen ko wannensu, tare da fatan Allah yasa su kasance tare har,Aljannah fiddausi. Ni A.y.s nace ameen.
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ALHAMDULILLAH Na gode Allah da yabani ikon kawo qarshen wannan littafi lfy. Kuyi hkr da kurakuren da nayi, kuma ina godiya ga 'yanuwana, masoyana,da Abokaina. MashaAllah.
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Saturday, September 1, 2018
AL'AMARIN ZUCI Part 3
ya nuna mata dakinta, shiko ya tafi nasa dakin,wanka tafarayi, ta kwanta domin ta samu ta sauke gajiyar tafiya, bacci barawo ya dauke ta. Koda ta tashi,ta samu ya aje mata takeaway gashi dama tana jin yunwa sosai,ta zauna taci saida ta koshi, bata da abinyi kuma tana fashin sallah,tashi tayi tana yawata wa,a cikin gidan anan taga wurin wasan basket ball gashi ko a gida wasanda sukeyi kenan hakan yayi matukar yimata dadi, ai ko saida tayi ball sannan ta koma ciki,ganin marece tayi. Wuraren karfe goma na dare tayi shirin bacci kenan,taji motsin shigowar sa,"wai yanzu naji dama, ni kadai a gida tun dazu sai kace maiya,kwantawarta keda wuya ya shigo dakin da sallamarsa ,ta amsa sallamar tare da gaishe shi, ya mika mata ledar hannusa tare da amsa gaisuwar,ba yabo ba fallasa. Gasashiyar kaza ce da hollandiya milk a ciki,taci sai, dai ba sosai ba, domin taci ragowar na dazu,tasa saura a firij,tayi kwanciyar ta,sai safe.
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Ba ta farka ba sai wuraren karfe goma na safe, tayi wanka,ta shirya cikin wasu kana nan kaya,riga da siket, rigar iya cibi, sai siket dinma ma iya cinya tayi kyau sosai,saida ta gyara ko ina fes,sanna taje kici neman abinda zata ci, ba komai a kicin din,illa kayan tea,sauran kazar jiya ta dumama ta hada da tea ta ci. Kwance take falo tana game da wayarta,da tagaji ne da game ta kunna tv, tana kallo. Yau sati daya kenan amma ba abinda ya canza kullum abinci saye take ci,ga kadaici na damunta,tun zuwanta bata yi waya da kowa ba,sabida bai saya mata layin canba,shi ne ta yanke shawarar idan ya shigo xata masa magana. Bashi ya shigo ba sai karfe tara da rabi,tana kan sallaya tana karatun Qur'ani taji shigowarsa,saida da takara minti talatin sannan,ta je dakinsa da sallamarta,sai da yabata izini sannan tashiga. Zaune ta same shi bisa gado yana dan wani aiki da laptop,daga shi sai singlet da wando. Yaya sannu da aiki,yauwa sannu yabata amsa ne batare da ya ko kalli inda take ba.
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yaya dama cewa nayi me zai hana a siyo kayan abinci,akan wane dalili? ganin nayi zaifi sauki,gashi kuma nagaji da cin abincin sayarwa,ni da nake siya bance miki naga gaji ba sai ke,da ci ne kawai naki,dan kin raina ni ko? yaya meye raini anan kuma,ganin nayi siyen kayan abinci yafi sauki,saboda kinfini fini sanin abinda yakamata ko?mamaki ya bata sosai ganin a hasale yake magana, Allah ya huci zuciyarka,ta furta hakanne tare da fita daga dakin a tsorace domin ganin take ko dukanta zai iya yi. Ta koma dakinta cike da mamaki,tana cewa"rashin so bala'i ne, idan ba haka ba wannan maganar ce zata hasala shi,ina ma ace yanzu ne kake so na ba a lokacinda nake gidanmu ba,amma sai lokacin da zan yi rayuwa a gidanka zaka ji baka sona,yaya meyasa zuciyarka ta zo maka da wannan al'amari? Wanda ni bazan iya jureshiba,why?yaya. Kuka take sosai,tana rokon Allah ya sauya mata wannan al'amari,cikin sauki, tana cikin kuka ne bacci barawo ya saceta. Ba ita ta farka ba sai asuba,tayi sallah taji baza ta iya komawa bacci ba saboda yunwar da take ji,kici ta nufa domin ta hada tea,ga mamakin ta sai taga kayan abinci makil ,wato dama jiya yaya ya siyo kayan abinci,shi ne yayi tamin fada,kamar ma ba zai siyo ba. Nan take, tahada musu breakfast mai rai da lafiya, gida duk ya kamsashe,a dining table ta jera komai,sannan taje tayi wanka,ta shirya ne cikin super Holland riga da siket sun dan kamata kadan, tayi daurin dankwalinta, mai kyau ta jashi baya, gaban gashin ya kwanta sosai,ta sake sauran gashin a bayanta. Ta fito das,das,da ita sai kamshi take,dakinsa ta kwankwasa sai gashi ya fito da shirin fita,saida yaji wani abu da ya ganta,tayi kyau sosai,cike da murmushi ta gaishe shi, ya amsa ba yabo ba fallasa.
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yayana breakfast na jiranka,batare da ta tsaya jin me zai ce ba,ta juya hade da jawo jelar gashinta zuwa gaba, wato ta maida shi saman kafadar ta,hakanne yabashi damar ganin show me your back,tafiya take kamar wacce ba qashi a jikinta,tana wani irin laudi,ga hips da Allah yabata duk da haka bata kiba ba rama,ya salam,Allah yayi halitta anan, tun randa nake da mimi ban taba ganin tayi kyau irin wannan ba,cewar faruk. Abinci suke ci amma sai mamakinta yake kamar wacce bata da damuwa a tattare da ita.Da zai tafi har bakin mota tarakashi. Haka sukaci gaba da rayuwa har tsawon wata ba wani sauyi,kwalliya nan tanayinta yadda ya kamata,abincin ta lafiya ko makiyinta yaci bazai ce baiyiba,tana masa biyayya dai dai iyawarta, gata da tsafta,uwa uba tana ibada ba dare ba rana. To ni Mimi mena rageshi da shi,amma nakasa miado sona,ko dai zan hakura da kaine yaya....a'a Mimi gajen hakuri bana ki bane,ki tuna fa a kwai Allah,kici gaba da hakuri da kuma addu'a, cikin ikon Allah sai ki ga komai yadawo daidai. Tana magana ne da zuciyar ta, haka ne fa,tayi maganar ne a fili. Faruk ne zaune a falo yana kallo,kamshin turaren ta ne ya dawo da hankalinshi wurinta sanye take da doguwar riga ta kanti baka mai dogon hannu, anyi mata kwalliya da fararen duwatsu,ba dankwali a kanta,tayi matukar yin kyau.
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Sai dai yanayin fuskarta ya nuna akwai damuwa a tare da Ita. Zama tayi akusa dashi, yana saman kujera ita tana kasa,tafara da cewa. "Yaya kaje a bainar jama'a ka tozartani baka dubi zumuncin da ke tsakanin mu ba,ballantana har kaji kunyar mahaifina, agabansa ka furta cewa baka sona, hawaye ne shar ke fita a idonta amma hakan bai hana ta cigaba da maganar da takeyi ba,yaya idan har wani laifi naima meyasa baka kira ni a gefe ka gaya min ba har saida kaje a cin jama'a, kasa iyayenmu a cikin bacin rai da bakin ciki,nayi hakurin wannan, amma bazan iya jure wannan ba ..... Ya isa mimi!....ya isa haka!... wai me kikeson cewane da har sai kin bata min rai kafin ki fada?yaya tun lokacinda muka zo banta taba fita ba, bantaba waya da kowa a gida ba, ko da yaushe ina cikin kadai ci, yaya, ya kake so nayi da rayuwata ne...kuka take sosai shiko faruk duk gabadaya tausayinta ya lullube shi, jikinsa yayi sanyi sosai. Mimi pls kiyi hakuri tun zuwammu da kwana biyu na saya miki layi, koda naje kai miki nasamu kina bacci,shi ne na saka, a cikin drawer,Allah na manta in gaya miki amma kiyi hakuri,kinji, Yaya kana nufin Abba bai taba tambaya ta ba,Mimi ko nakira Abba baya daga wayana yayi fushi dani kuma inajin kunyar kiransu daddy,sai su Alhji da kaka kawai, amma sukan tambaye ki,sai dai, akanyi rashin sa'a bana gida.
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Yaja hannunta suka je dakinta,drawer din ya bude ya dauko layin. Miko wayarki a saka layin,ta dauko wayar ta bashi,yauwa yanzu kinga sai a kira daddy ko?eh yaya,ringing daya tayi aka daga wayar,tare da amsa sallama,daddy Mimi ce, mamana aikinsan muryanki bata bace ,ya can din?lafiya lau,ya yayanki yana lafiya?lafiya lau. Daddy nayi mising dinku dayawa ina momyna,ga momynki,Mimi injin dai kunan lafiya dai ko?Allah mommy, lafiya kalau muke to in jin dai kina masa biyayya, yadda yakamata, Allah momy ina masa,to kici gaba da yimasa biyayya kinji,inshaAllah komai zai bi daidai,sun dade sosai suna waya,sannan takira su kaka suma ta gaisa dasu,yaya gaskiya akira abbah tayi maganar a cikin shagwaba. Kirashi mana,amma nasan ni bazaiyi magana dani ba,yaya zai yi magana dakai....hmm Mimi kenan bakisan Abbah ba ne idan yayi fushi....Ya daga wayan fa,Abba barka da wuni,a'a 'yata Mimi kece?eh Abbah nice,ina fata dai yayanki baya cutar dake?bayan min komai.....amma don Allah kayi hakuri da abinda yayi,Mimi bawai banyi hakuri bane,inaso in kwatar miki 'yancinki ne...ko bakya so?inaso abba ...to ki barni dashi kawai so nake sai yagane kuskurensa,ga ummanki, tanaso ku gaisa,bayan sun gaisa ne,umma tayi,tayi mata nasifa akan taci gaba da hakuri,sannan ta aje wayar,tana mai kallonsa,idanuwansa sunyi jawur,kingani ko nagaya miki....kayi hakuri yaya,jawoshi tayi jikinta ta rungumeshi,tana kara kwantar mai da hankali.
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Shima rungumeta yayi,yana shafar gashin kanta,har ya fara wuce gona da iri,saurin dakatar dashi tayi,da cewa"yaya muje muci abinci,bahakan ya soba amma ba yadda iya dole yatashi suka je cin abincin,da suka gama ne suka koma kallo,har wuraren karfe goma. Mimi tashi muje muyi bacci dare yayi,wani iri taji zancen abinda bai taba yi mata ba,tashi tayi suka jera kowannesu ya shiga nasa daki,toilet tashiga tayi wanka,sanna ta fito tayi shirin kwanciya,tana kokarin kwantaya taji yana nocking kofanta,me kuma yaya yake bukata cewar mimi.Tashi tayi ta bude masa kofan, tsaye tayi tana jiran taji kome yake bukata,yanayin kallon da yake mata ne ya tunatar da ita tufafin da ke jikinta, da ita da babu duk daya ne,da sauri tajuya domin dauko hijabi,idan kinsa hijab din kizo muje dakina. Bayan sunje dakinsa ne ya umarce ta da tayi arwala,"yaya ina da arwala,to zo muyi nafila mugodewa Allah,hadi dayin addu'a Allah yasa ma aurenmu albarka,raka'a biyu sukayi ya juyo ya dafa kanta yana addu'a. Written by BilkeesuSai da yayi mata tambayoyi akan addini ya tabbatar bata da matsala, sannan,ya dauke ta chak ya aza bisa gado,tare da cire mata hijab,anan yafara gwada mata iyawarsa,sai rokonsa take yayi hakuri,Mimi bazan iya bane pls kibanni nayi,ciga ba yayi da shafarta ta ko'ina har yana kokarin rabata da kayan jikinta,yaya pls....bakinsa yasa a cikin nata yana tsotsa, sai da ya tabbatar ya kashe mata jiki sannan ya fara addu'a saduwa da iyali,wata irin kara naji Mimi tayi,wacce ni Bilky giro,sai da na bar dakin aguje ban shiryaba. Sai da safe na samu na dawo dakin, bacci suke abinsu rungume da juna. Faruk ne yafara tashi cike da farin ciki yake kallon Mimi,duk yaji taba shi tausayi yarinya 'yar shekara 17 ya kasa hakurin bari har ta qara girma. Daukar ta yayi zuwa toilet domin suyi wanka,ya hada mata ruwan zafi da dettol ya sakata a cikin bahon wanka,qanqameshi tayi alamar taji zafin ruwan sosai,yaya da zafi tana magana ne a cikin shagwaba,sorry my Mimi,sai da yagama yimata gashi sanna sukayi wanka,suka fito,suka gabatar da sallah..
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Shi da kansa ya hada musu breakfast,sukaci,Mimi kwanciya ta koma yi,akasin shi da yake shirin zuwa aiki,yagama shirin sa tsaf sannan ya dawo gun Mimi,yadai Mimi ko akwai abinda yake damunki?yaya zafi nake ji a gun,oh no Mimi sorry ba laifi na bane,nifa a sannu na biki,kece very tight,amshi wannan magani ko zaki ji sauki,bayan tasha maganin ne ya lallaba ta, har saida tayi bacci sannan ya fita. Ba ita, ta tashi ba sai wuraren karfe 12pm.wanka ta komayi,sannan ta gyara ko'ina na gidan tsaf,gida sai kamshi yake. Kici taje domin samun abu mai sauki wanda zata girka ,kuskus ta datafa da stew da naman kaza,sanna da dafaffen kwai,ta kai kan dining table ta jera,tana jiran dawowar sa. Wayart ta dauko takira zainab,ringing daya biyu ta daga wayar,hello Zainab Mimi ce,lah Mimi ashe,akan jiku,ya amarci,Alhmdlh,
kinji ni shiru ko zainab?har wata fa ba kira,nace ko dadin auren ne?hmm zee kenan har akwai abinda zai sa inmanta da ke in ba gushewar hankali ba,to har amin baiko ba kira kuma nasan bazaki rasa jiba,yaya ya manta bai gayan min ya aje min layi a daki ba,ni kuma ban tambayesa ba sai jiya,Allah zee banjiba dawa akayi,na baki gari ki canko,nadaisan ba kya son Habib dashi akayi ko kuwa?hmm an barki baya Mimi,da yaya hafiz akayi,dan girman Allah!da gaske nake miki zancen nan,bayan tafiyarku komai ya hadu,soyayya zamzam kamar wadanda sukayi shekara, amma nayi matukar murna wlh, Allah ya kara dankon soyayya,Amin mimi na gode,sannan suka aje waya,tana mamaki yanzu ace yaya faruk ko yagaya min,ko da yake bazai yi tunanin banji ba.
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Bushi ya dawo ba sai wuraren 3pm,sai faman sauri yake,saboda yabar Mimi ba abinci, bai kuma yi tunanin zata iya dafawa ba,bai zame ko ina ba, sai dakinta,kwance ya sameta akan kafet din sallah tana bacci,da alama tana gama sallah tayi bacci domin ko hijabi bata cire ba. Durkusawa wa yayi cike da tausayinta, yana mai shafar fuskarta tare da bata kiss,kamshin turarensa ne ya tada ita, a hankali take bude idanuwanta cike da jin bacci,yaya ka dawo?sai yanzu nasamu damar dawowa, meeting ne ya tsaishe ni,kiyi hakuri na barki da yunwa,ba haka naso ba,ba komai yaya,abincin zaka fara ci,ko sai kayi wanka,kin dafa abinci ne?daga kanta tayi alamar eh,i hope kinci?banci ba kai nake jira,haba mimi tayaya zaki jirani bayan kina jin yunwa,yaya nafi jin dadin cin abinci da wani,amma dai irin haka ai sai ulcer ta kamaki,ki daina dogon jira haka kinji,naji, to tashi muje muci abincin,amma cire wannan hijab din. Ta cire hijabi suka tafi. Yau shi da kansa yake bata abinci a baki,tana lafe a saman jikinsa,sai wani kara narke masa take,sai da suka koshi sannan sukayi wanka. Kwance suke a bisa gado rungume da juna,ba kaya a jikinsu sai bargon da suka lulba dashi, da alama wanka sukayi,Mimi na shafar gashin kirjinsa,shiko yana shafar gashin kanta,koma wa yayi kan dukiyar fulaninta da suke rikitar dashi ko yaushe,anan tafara jin yana so ya wuce gun..."um um fah yaya,kin manta yau fa sati daya kenan,kuma kice zaki hana ni,gashi kinsan gobe ne tafiyata,yanzu yaya ni kadai zaka bari, a'a zan kayo miki wata kanwar abokina da take karatu anan,a hostel take zama,idan na dawo sai ta koma,hakan yayi miki?daga kanta tayi alamar eh,yanzu za'a barni nayi ko?kunya taji sosai har da rufe idanunta,nan suka faranta ran juna.
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Kwance take duk jikin ta ya mutu,shi ko faruk sai shirin tafiya yake. "Mimi yau bazaki taya ni shiri ba,yaya Allah jikina ne ya mutu, ni bana son kayi tafiyannan, mimi kenan to ya aka iya,tasowa tayi domin ta taya shi tsarin kayan da zai sa, kwana nawa zaku yi?kallon ta yayi kafin ya bata amsa, sati daya, haba yaya shi ne baxa ka tafi dani ba,wai sau nawa zan gaya miki ba zai yiyuwa ba,sbd bani kadai zanyi tafiyar nan ba,meza ku jeyi a China din?zamu dauki lecture a gun wani shahararren doctor,to yaya.....to yaya me?so kike sai na bata miki raine kafin intafi ko?sadda kanta tayi kasa,cikin yanayi na son tayi kuka,tana mai ci gaba da tsara mai kayan. Ta gama tsarin kayan amma ta kasa tashi a gun,faruk ya lura da haka,zowa yai ya tasheta daga durkushen da take,Mimi kiyi hakuri wani lokacin zamu yi tafiya tare kinji, daga kanta tayi alamar taji,nan ya fahimci kuka take sonyi, rungume ta yayi Mimi kar kiyi kuka mana,kinsan bake kadai zaki zauna a nan gidan ba,to ai Ita ba kai banecikin kuka take maganar, nasani amma ai hakuri zaki yi.....karar wayarsa ce ta katse su,kinga Mimi ni kadai ake jira. Har bakin mota ta rakashi, yashiga yana mai yi mata bye bye hadi da jefo mata kiss,ita ma haka, tana kuma yimai addu'ar, zuwa da dawowa lfya da kuma samun nasara akan abinda suka jeyi,har sai da ya bace ma ganinta,ta koma daga ciki.
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Zaune take a falo tana kallo,taji nocking tashi tayi ta bude kofar,wata yarinya tagani kyakkyawa da ita ba laifi, sai dai bata da fari sosai,kuma baza ta wuce tsaran mimi ba"zaki iya shigowa cewar Mimi tare da bata hanya,bayan sun zauna ne bakuwar ke cewa"suna na khaleesat,nice kanwar abokin mijinki,wato yaya Hashim, wow nice name,nikuma suna na mimi, Sannuki, ya karatu?Alhmdlh, kiyi hkr na jima ban shigo ba,ba komai,ai ban ma zaci zaki shigo yanzu ba,tashi tayi ta kawo mata abinci,tana ci suna fira kamar dama sun san juna. Bayan tagama cin abinci ne ta nuna mata masaukinta,tana mai cewa"sai dai banganki da kayan sawanki ba,suna a mota ta na bari,wai koda banan gidan bane,kinga yanxu zan dauko ba tantama,haka ne fah. Washe grin ranar, Mimi ce a kicin tana hada musu abin karya warsu,sai ga khaleesat tazo ta sameta,tana mai cewa,ke kadai ke aiki ba gayyata,ba haka bane naga zaki je school ne...wace school? yau fa weekend,kinga sam na manta,iyye sbd hutawa,wane hutawa,kawai mantawa dai nayi,ko kuma dan ba kya zuwa school ba,ai idan bana zuwa,yayana yana zuwa aiki,eh kuma fa,tare suka kammala hadawa,dama sunyi wanka,sun gyara ko ina fes fes,sai suka zauna ma ci.
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Haka suke rayuwar su abin sha'awa,kamar 'yan uwan juna. Yau sati daya kenan da zuwan khaleesat wanda yayi dai dai,da yaune faruk zai dawo,sun shirya mishi lafiyayyen abinci. Zaune suke a falo suna fira,firar da baza ta wuce ta salim ba wato saurayin khaleesat koyaushe bata da fira sai ita. "ke khalee kodai zowa za'ayi a muku aure a huta, baki da aiki sai maganarsa,koyau
she kuna manne da juna ta waya......hmmm Mimi kenan, ke da kunyi aure amma ko yaushe cikin waya,sannan wannan uwar kwalliyar da kikaci duk fa don shi ne, khalee kenan, to ai ni mijina ne idan banyi masa ba wa zanyiwa,gsky kam,ni har birge ni kukeyi,da gaske?Allah kuwa. Nan dai suka cigaba da firar su......... cikin firar ne suka ji ana nocking kofa,aiko ba shiri Mimi ta tashi ta bude kofar,jikinsa ta fada ta rungumeshi,yaya
na sannu da zuwa,shima rungumeta yayi tare da kaimata kiss a kumatu,suna masu karasowa cikin falon,amma ga alama Mimi ta manta da khalee na nan falon, domin sun soma fita hayyacin su ba tare da sun bar falon ba,ganin haka ne yasa khaleesat yin gyaran murya,faruk ne ya fara juyowa,yana mai cewa "a'ah, khaleesat ya kike, ya karatu?yana mai sosa keyar sa na alamar jin kunya yayi maganar. Lafiya kalau, ya hanya? alhmdlh,Mimi duk kunya ta hanata juyawa sai kokarin take ta janye jikinta daga nashi,shiko yaki ya sake ta,sai da ya gama gaisawa da khalee sannan suka shige daga ciki.
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Wanka zaka fara yi ko abinci zaka ci?abinci zan fara dashi domin yunwa nake ji,to yayi bari na kawoma,kunci abincin ne?a'a,to me zai hana inzo muci gabadaya,no kaidai bari in kawo ma naka,takarsa maganar ne tare da fita,sai da ta gama jera masa komai da tasan zai buqata,ta fita domin suci nasu,a daki ta sami khalee kwance,"har kin kwanta,to taso muje muci abinci ko,suna cikin cin abincin ne khalee ke cewa"yau fa zan koma school bazan qara ko kwana daya ba, me kike sonyi a school wannan sauri haka, gashi gobe weekend,kinsan mun kusa fara exam fa,hake ne,na manta. Lallai kina futawa da yawa,hmm ke kullum baki da aiki sai cewa mutum yana hutawa, ai koni result kawai nake jira yafito na fara karatu,yaya faruk zai bari ne?eh akwai wani lokaci dana tambayesa ya kuma amince,anan ma yace zanyi karatu inshaAllah, to Allah ya taimaka,Ameen.......suna cikin magana ne sukaji faruk na qwalawa Mimi kira,ta amsa kiran ne tare mikewa cikin sauri. Yaya gani,kun karasa cin abinci,eh munkare,to muje kitayani wanka,bayan sun fito ne,take fadamasa cewa yau khalee zata wuce,saurin me take haka?kasan sun kusa fara exam, ok yayi Allah ya taimaka.
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Yaya please katashi muje muyi ball,Mimi me yasa kike son muyi ball?kullum sai munyi nida khalee,amma tunda ta tafi ban sake yi ba,sbd baka bari,Ita khalee har tana da lokacin ball,ksan morning lecture takeyi,sai muyi ball da maraice....yaya meyasa baka bari,sbd yanayin jikinki yanuna kina da ciki,kai yaya har naji kunya wlh,kunyar me Mimi?ai ni yarinya ce ban isa ba,Mimi kenan..... yau wata mu biyu da zuwa london fa,kinga kenan cikinki wata daya,amma bani da tabbacin ko ya kai wata daya sai na aunaki,yaya to muje shan ice cream,kinganki Mimi ba kya bari mutum ya huta......oya tashi ki shiryo muje.....yeeee! Yaya thank u,ganin yadda ta tashi da gudu ne, yasa ya dakatar da ita,cikin tsawa"Mimi!juyowa tayi ba tare da ta karaso ba,zo Mimi,cikin sanyi murya yake magana. Mimi pls ki daina gudu kinji,sbd cikin nan bai yi kwari ba,zai iya zubewa ako wane lkc,idan kuma ya zube a dalilin ki zamu iya samun matsala,pls take care, yaya kayi hkr inshaAllah hakan bazai sake faruwa ba.
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Bayan wata daya da faruwar hakan. Mimi ce a bisa lilo sannu a hankali take yi,tana mai rera waka cikin natsuwa,karar budewar gate taji da alama faruk ne sbd lokacin dawowarsa ne,hakanne yasata tashi domin ta tarboshi kamar yadda ta saba,da Isar ta gun ya ware hannayensa,fadawa jikinsa tayi tana yi mai sannu da zuwa,tare da amsar jakar hannusa,suka karasa daga ciki,sai da yayi wanka sanna suka zauna cin abinci,budewar kula keda wuya taji wani irin amai ya tunkarota,aiko ba shiri ta haura sama domin zuwa toilet,faruk na biye da ita har toilet,sai sannu yake mata,ba iyaka,da ta gama,ya dauko ta ya aza abisa gado,yana mai yimata sannu, Anan yakawo musu abinci domin suci,"yaya ni baxan iya cin wannan abincin ba,asali ma shi ne ysa ni amai,to me kike son ci?fresh milk,ai bazakiji kin koshi kamar abinci ba, eh nidai kawai abanni nasha,tashi yayi ya dauko,ya tsiyaya a cup ya mika mata,tana gama sha sai bacci abu ga mai ciki. Haka yake fama da ita kullum, bata iya cin komai sai fresh milk, ga yawan bacci,amma hakan bai sa ta rage bashi kulawa kamar yadda ta saba ba.
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Akwana a tashi yau cikin Mimi yakai wata uku. Kwance take a bisa kirjnsa sai zuba shagwaba take, "Yaya yaushe zamu je gida ne?not now,yayi maganar ne a takaice,meyasa yaya?Mimi inaso ne sai cikin nan ya fara kwari, sbd bai zaunu da kyau ba,irinshi yafi saurin kawo matsala, yaya pls kayi hakr mutapi ,inshaAllh baza'a samu matsala ba,kibari nan da wata daya mugani, to Allah ya kaimu,Ameen. Tashi ki dauko fresh milk kisha, domin daganin cikinki yunwa kike ji,tun dazu ma nake son tashi amma kasala ta hanani, ta karasa maganar ne tare da mikewa,garin dawowa ne tayi tntube da center capet ,da sauri yatashi ya tarbo ta, kar ta kai qasa,"sannu bakiji ciwo ba dai ko?girgiza kanta tayi alamar a'a. gama shan fresh milk na aunaki inba matsala,tana gama sha ya duba, ba matsalar komai,wani irin ajiyar zuciya yayi,yana mai cewa "Alhmdllh. Ita dai Mimi sai kallonsa take cike da mamaki,faruk ya lura da hakan, Yadai kallonfa....hmm nidai yaya mamaki kake bani,kasa cikin nan a ranka sosai,ko ranar da kamin tsawa akan nayi gudu Allah sai da na firgita,aida da kinji yadda gabana ke uku uku sai kinfi mamaki,to ai yaya sa abu a rai da yawa yafi kawo Matsala,haka ne Mimi nima na tsinci kaina da son haifuwa,sai gashi kin samu ciki ba jimawa hakan yayi min matukar dadi,sai dai cikin yana da 'yar matsalar da ba'a cika son yawan motsa jiki ba,shiyasa kika ga na fiye damuwa akansa.
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Yaya dama duk sabon ciki haka yake?a'a sbd bai shiga da kyau bane......karar wayarsa ta katse su,yana magana akan tafiyar su Nigeria nan da sati mai zuwa, wani irin dadi Mimi taji har ta matsu bai karasa wayar ba,yana ajiye wayar,take tambayarsa,yaya amma zamu dan dade ko?akan me?zamu daiyi sati, haba yaya kabari mu danyi ko wata daya mana,noo ina da anbinyi da yawa, sannan ai idan lokacin haifuwar ki yayi a gida zaki haifu inshaAllah kinga kenan zaki sha gida hadda style, murmushi kawai tayi ba tare da tace komai ba. Yau ne sati daya ta cika,su Mimi sai shirye,shiryen tafiya ake,"wannan zazzadin haka mimi sai kace wacce tayi shekara bata je gida ba,na fa yi kokari yaya sbd ban taba irin wadan nan watanin bana gida ba fa,to naji kiyi sauri kinsan fa karfe goma zamu daga, to yaya.....
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Allah sarki yau zanga su kaka. Karfe 10am cif su ka daga sai Nigeria.
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NIGERIA Koda suka sauko daga jirgi har sun samu su umma sunje tarbonsu, wani irin dadi Mimi taji kamar ta ruga da gudu, amma ba hali sbd rikon da yayi mata,yasan idan ba haka yayi mata ba zata iya gudu,suna isa ta fada jikin umma,shiko faruk ya dan rissina yana gai shesu. Yauwa sannuku ya hanya Alhmdlh umma,har yanzu son jikin na nan kin wani lafe a jikin ta,sai kace mage,cewar momy,he Momy..... ba wani haka ne, cewar faruk,gabadaya suka dau dry suna masu shiga mota.
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Bayan sun isa ne sukaje ko wane bangare ita da faruk,suka gaishe su,da suka je bangaren su kaka ne,kaka sai cewa take"wai dan kunjin nan naki bai fara fita bane?kai kaka.... wai dama yaya ya fadi,shi ne naga kowa sai kallona ake....wannan farin ciki Mimi bazan iya boye saba,amma yaya akwai kunya kowa sai kallona yake, tayi maganar ne a cikin shagwaba, Yo ke har wata kunya ce da ke jifa yanda kuka wani makalewa juna,dagani haka kuka je kowa ne bangare, ai shi zaki gayawa haka kaka,yo shi namji ne fa,ba haka nake nufi ba,ta yaya mutum yace baya son auren, amma sai makale min yake baya ko jin kunyar kalmar da ya fada kafin ya bar gidan,tana magan ne a cikin zuciya,kuma da alama faruk ya fahimci me take nufi, domin ya janye jikinsa daga nata,ba tare da yace komai ba. Zaune suke a falon su Mimi, suna fira,da alama abinci suka gama ci.......karar wayar mimi ce ta kaste musu fira, koda ta duba, Zainab ce, ta dagar wayar tana cewa"Zee......ba wani zee, kinzo gari ko ki gaya min saida yaya Hafiz ya fadamin, sorry pls so nayi nabaki surprise ki ganni kawai a gidanku,ai na riga ki domin ni yanzu haka ina bakin gate gidanku...da gaske? Allah kuwa,da gudu ta tashi tare yadda wayr a saman kushin, ta nufi hanyar fita.....Mimi!Mimi!! Mimi!!!yaya pls ina zuwa. Batare da tsaya ba,ta ci gaba da gudu ga gate din akwai dan jayawa.
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Momy kin ganta ko,ta kuma san matsalar da kenan fa,yi hkr faruk bari ta dawo ai zata gane kurenta, Ba a fi minti 3 ba sai gasu sun shigo Ita da Zainab,sai da zainab ta gama gaishe su, sannan momy ta fara da cewa "wai ke Mimi meyasa har yanxu kanki yana rawane,har da xa'a kira ki, kikaqi dakatawa,sai magana da kika jefowa mutane sbd rainin wayo!,Momy pls kiyi hkr....ai bani zaki bawa hakr ba,faruk zaki bawa hakr,shiko faruk tun shigowar ta, da yayi mata kallo daya bai sake ba,sbd yayi matukar hasala sai huci yake. A tsorace Mimi taje gurinsa tana mai bashi hakr,daga kansa kawai yayi alamar yaji,batare da ya ko kalle ta ba. Zainab muje daga ciki,bayan sun shiga ne Zainab ke tambayar ta,"me yake faruwa ne Mimi?kinsan ina dauke da junabiyu shi ne ya hanani gudu,sai akayi rashin sa'a na manta nayi, ke kuwa gashi baki da abinyi in farin ciki ya sameki face gudu,wlh kuwa, ni abun yana damuna, inaso indaina amma abu ya faskara,kiroqi Allah sauki mana,haka zanyi,inshaAlla
h,nan dai suka cigaba da firar su,a cikin firar ne Mimi ta dan fara jin marar ta nayi mata ciwo amma bata so Zainab ta fahimci hakan,tun tana jurewa har abin ya faskara,anan Zainab ta fahimci halinda Mimi take ciki. " yadai Mimi? marata zainab....na shiga uku, sannu ko,bari inje ingaya ma su momy......a'a kar ki fada don Allah bari mugani zuwa anjima ko zata daina,tun tana bisa gado har ta sauko kasa sbd ciwon ya tsananta,Mimi pls kibari na je.......oh no!Mimi jini fa ke zuba a jikinki...ba shiri zainab ta fita da gudu domin ta fada ma su faruk.
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Monday, August 27, 2018
AL'AMARIN ZUCI Part 2
Jawota yayi, ya rungumeta yana dan bubbuga bayanta,alamar rarrashi,har saida ya tabbatar ta sauko sannan ya sake tambayar ta,nan take cemishi daddy yace inzo ka kaini wurin shan ice cream. Har yanzu shan ice cream na nan baki daina ba ko? ya dan lakuci hancinta yana murmushi ita ma haka, sannan yace "jeki shiryo ki zo mu tafi. Suna hanyar su ta dawowa ne take tambayar sa"yaya ni meyasa ba'a bari ina driving da kaina? kibari idan kika gama secondry school sai ki fara driving da kanki kinji,to yayana ai nakusa, domin cikin wannan watan zamu kammala. To Allah ya kaimu,Amin, yaya yaushe zaka koma ne? sai bayan wata daya' amma kamar yayi yawa,a yadda kasa ba zuwa, eh haka ne ina son in huta da yawa ne...right! ni kuma sai in ganka da yawa kenan shiyasa nake kara jin sonki a cikin zuciyata mimi har nake tunanin bazan iya rayuwa bake ba...nima haka yayana i love you so much more .
Mimi!!tashi baccin ya isa haka kinsan yau ranar family meeting ne,ina so mu karasa aikin mu cikin lokaci,to mommy. Dayake duk za'ayi family meeting kowa da kalar abincin da zai kai, bayan angama meeting kowa shi zai dibi abincin son ransa, suna masu ci cikin zumunci da yarda da kuma aminci. Kowa ya hallara a babban falo, Alhaji Hassan shi ne ya bude taro da addu'a,Alhaji ne, ya tashi yana cewa "dama yau rana ce wacce muke tattaunawa akan abubuwa da dama ciki harda warware matsalolin mu da suka shafi wannan family, sai dai yau Alhamdlillahi babu matsala ko daya inshaAllah fa ce alheri da na zo muku dashi. Alherin shi ne za'a sa ranar daurin auren Mimi da faruk,wadan da dama kowa yasan suna son juna sosai da sosai. Duk da haka nasan zaku yi mamaki sosai saboda ba wanda ya kawo auren su kusa,nima a daren jiya nayi wannan tunani ya kamata a yi auren nan kafin faruk ya tafi tunda Mimi ce yake jira kuma ta kare karatun ta, na secondry, in yaso idan mijin ta ya amince ta ci gaba da karatu, sai taci gaba. Gaba ki daya falon yayi tsit kowa na saka abu a cikin zuciyar sa kuma da alama abin yayi matukar yi musu dadi,akasin faruk wanda tun lokacin da aka fara zancen zufa ke karyo masa har yanzu. Ko meye dalili oho,muje zuwa.....
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Ina fatan wannan hukunci da na yanke yayi? gaba dai falon ya dauka sai cewa suke"yayi gsky hakan yayi daidai Allah ya tabbatar da alheri.Amin Ko akwai mai magana a cikin masoyan?cewar Alhj hassan.Eh Abba, faruk ne ya furta hakan tare da mikewa tsaye,fadi maganar ka muna jinka. Don Allah famly kuyi hakuri da abinda zai fito bakina musamman ma Alhj da Mimi nasan zaku fi kowa jin haushi da kuma mamaki akan abin da zan fada. Alhj inaso ayi hkr a janye aure na da Mimi....saboda me! alhaj hassan ne cikin kakkausar murya yake magana, faruk kana da hankali kuwa?meye dalilinka.....Abba wlh bana son Mimi.....INNaLILLAHI WA INNA ILAIHI RAJI'UN falon ne ya dauka da hakan sai da kowa ya mike saboda tsananin mamaki akasin mimi wacce ko mikewa ta kasayi tana nan zaune kamar gunki,idanunta na kan faruk ko kiftawa basayi saboda tsananin mamaki.
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Tas!!Tas!!Tas!!kake ji Abba ya wanke faruk da mari uku masu kyau cikin tsananin bacin rai...ka ga kyale shi haka, faruk fada muna dalilinka na cewa baka son Mimi,alhj nima haka na sami kaina da bana son Mimi a cikin 'yan kwanakinan nayi duk yadda zanyi in maida son yaki amma wlh ina son Mimi abaya shiyasa banaso ayi auren nan nasan wahala kawai zatayi.....Hauka! to bari kaji in gaya maka aure ba makawa sai anyi in yaso ka kasheta, dan rainin hankili..a'a alhj hassan cewar abban Mimi, baza ayi haka ba tunda baya so shikenan....wlh ba makawa auren nan sai anyishi kuma cikin satin nan inshaAllah. Kuma ka bace ka bamu wuri,koda abba ya juyo ya ga Mimi zaune shar hawaye na zuba a idonta,kuma har yanzu idanun ta na kan faruk ...Mimi !mimi! Abba ne ke jijjiga ta,ko motsi taki, fa ce hannuta da ta nuna faruk dashi, amma sai ta kasa furta komai ganin sukayi ta zube kasa sumammiya innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un kowa yayi kanta sai yayyafa mata ruwa ake, da kyar suka samu ta farfado aka wuce da ita cikin gida. Faruk sai kuka yake sosai akan rashin fahimtar sa da ba'ayi ba.Hafiz yaja shi zuwa dakinsa. Hafiz wlh na kasa gane wannan al'amari da zuciya ta tazo min dashi...... sai kuma wani irin kuka ya kwace masa. .
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Hafiz nasan yanzu Mimi zata yi tunanin na cuceta....to kai meyasa baka bar abin a ranka ba watakil ko son zai dawo bayan anyi aure, hafiz bana tunanin haka,kuma bana so kyautawa ta da Mimi ya dawo rashin kyautatawa, domin idan na aureta a cikin rashin sonnan bansan mai zai faru ba,ban taba tunani cewa soyayya ta da Mimi zata dawo hakaba,faruk addu'a ya kamata kayi domin wannan al'amari na zuciyar ka yana da ban tsoro da al'ajabi. Mommy, yaya ya cuceni, yayi min ilar da har in mutu bazan mantaba,me nayi maka da zaka min haka.. ashe da gaske ne cewar zainab namiji ba dan goyo bane,mommy yaya yasa na tsani maza a duniya, Allah ya...kul!! kar ki kuskura ki kara tunanin furta wanna mummunar Kalmar....wayyo Allah mommy na yazan da raina.... wani irin kuka ya kwace mata mai tsanani. Kiyi hakuri Mimi dama haka rayuwa take soyayya na zama ki,haka kuma ki kan koma so kiyi hkr kinji, ki rungumi kaddara,tajawota jikinta ta rungume, tana mai kara rarrashin ta. Faruk baka kyauta wa family din nan ba,faruk me ya hada ka da mimi da har zakayi wannan furucin da ba Mimi kadai taji zafinsa ba. Umma wlh mimi bata min komai ba kawai haka naji a zuciyata bana sonta.....da kin kyale dan iskan yaron nan marar mutunci, wanda hankalinsa kadai ake gani amma baya dashi...a'a Alhj kada zafin zuciya ya debeka kayi wa yaron nan baki.
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Abbah don Allah kayi hakuri nasan nayi kuskure,ko kallon inda faruk yake baiyiba ya tafi abinshi. Faruk kodai wata ce kagani kanaso?ko daya umma ,abin sai kace tabin jinni, ko wani abu ya hadaka da wani ne ko sabani akan mimi ko yace yana sonta kaci mai mutunci,umma gsky babu,hmm faruk kenan mai hankali bazai ji wannan zance ya yadda dashi ba,dole akwai wani a bu kasa,umma...faruk, tashi kawai kabani guri. Zainab kizo akwai magana,ok sai nazo kenan,ta aje wayar tare da share hayen da suka zubo mata. Barka da wuni mommy yauwa Zainab yau kece a gidan namu?eh mommy, to ya mutan gida lafiya lau,jeki Mimi na daga ciki. Mimi ya ake ciki ne? naga duk kin ya kuce...Zainab aure za'ayi min da Wanda baya so na,aure Mimi?kuma da wanda baya sonki?kwarai kuwa zainab,waye wannan, yaya faruk,dama kuna da wani dan uwa ne faruk bancin faruk dinki,shi dai da kika sani zainab,shine guda ba kari,kuma shi da kansa yace baya sona..... What!!Mimi meyake nufi da haka....cin amana, mana har sai kin tambaya bayan ke da kanki kin taba nunamin halin da namiji naki yarda .....innalillahi wa innailaihi raju'un amma yaya faruk yaci amanar soyayya....ganin nake kamar wata ya samu,tunanin da nake kenan mimi.
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Wato Mimi kin nuna masa so, ba ko dan ajin nan na mata,matsalar kenan, zainab,ai ya fahimtar dani yanzu,amma nasan abinyi. Koda Zainab ta fito suka yi kicibis da Hafiz zai shiga dakin mimi,tsaya wa yayi yana kallonta batare da ya bata hanya ta wuce ba. Sai yaga tayi mai kyau sosai fiye da kullum....yaya Hafiz ina so zan wuce,oh sorry Zainab,sannan ya bata hanya ta wuce. Yaune ranar daurin auren Mimi da faruk,anyi matukar yin taro kamar ba'a mutuwa,bayan an daura aure ne za'ayi walima,baxa su samu damar yin wasu buku kuwa ba,domin basu da isasshen lakaci, saboda zasuyi sammako zuwa London. Zainab ce ke shirya Mimi sai tsokanar ta take,amarsu ta ango kinga yadda kikayi kyau kuwa na tabbata ko makiyin ki yaganki sai ya sake kallo ,meye amfanin haduwar, miji baya so...hmm ni bana son kina zancen nan fa...Allah, to na daina. Kina birge ni mimi ta yadda kika cire damuwa a cikin ranki,kamar ba abinda ya faru.
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Zainab na fahimci idan nasa damuwa a raina bani da wata riba face rashinta,na fiso in maida lamarina a wurin ubangiji, da yaddar Allah inhar da gaske yaya keyi na yadaina sona inshaAllh idan na dage da addu'a zai soni. Zainab ko London muka je zanyi harkar gabana ne,zan nuna kamar dama can bamu shakuba, amma zan masa duk wata biyayya da mata take ma mijinta. Mimi kenan meyasa zakiyi haka.... so kike in shishshige masa in yaso ya kara jin haushi na ne...hmm zainab muma daina maganar nan pls, saboda raina kara baci yake. Bayan angama walima, Mimi da Zainab ne a daki, suna kallon fotunan da suka dauka a waya,Mimi wannan foton duk yafi kyau,bari a turama yaya faruk yagani tunda bai ganki ba....a'a Zainab karki tura...da sauri zainab ta tashi domin ta gudu.
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Ita ma Mimi biyo ta tayi aguje,Zainab na kai wa bakin kofa taci karo da mutum, gata rungume a jikinsa, sannu,sannu take tada kanta, saboda tana fargabar waye, koda ta dago idonta taga Hafiz, da sauri ta janye jikin ta, cikin jin kunya, har bata son hada ido da shi shiko gogan wani farin ciki ya ziyar ceshi sai tunani yake ina ma ace mallakin sa ce...... yaya hafiz yi hakuri bada sani na bane...no zainab,ba komai ai ya wuce Mimi, faruk yace "tunda safe ne tafiyar ku,daga kai tayi alamar taji,domin dariya ne sosai ta keji,saida yafita sannan, ta fara dariya sosai tana nunin zainab,shi ne dai dai dake...kinga banaso to ni inaso,kanki ake ji,kin tura foton? ai dama wasa nake miki....a'a ai tunda kin tura a kirjin yaya Hafiz zai je wa yaya faruk ko? Mimi!!...Zainab...yayi zan rama ne, cewar zainab. Mimi ce agaban mommy da daddy su nayi mata nasifa akan tabi mijinta sau da kafa,nasifar ta ratsa ta, hakan ya sata kuka sosai,kenan dai zantafi in barku mommy zanta fi gurin wanda baya sona ni kadai ke sonsa mommy.....yi hakuri kinji mimi ya isa,tashi muje cikin gida ki musu bankwana.
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A filin jirgi,Mimi sai kuka take mai cin rai ta rirrike abba,tana cewa,"Abba na fasa auren tunda shi baya sona.....kaka ki gaya ma su da gaske nake na hakura....Alhaji don Allah ka taimakamin kajenye auren nan nafiso na zauna daku, haka take binsu tana kuka amma bawanda yace mata kala saboda ta basu tausayi har basu san me zasu ce mata ba,baba Bashir kadai ne yayi karfi halin yaimata magana, yi hakuri Mimi nasan cewa, yayanki bazai cutar da ke ba, amatsayinki na kanwa a gare shi, ki yi hakuri kinji, daga kanta tayi alamar taji tana, mai share hawayenta. Zainab ce ta rungume ta suna jin kamar kar su rabu, faruk ne yaxo, ya ja hannuta su ka shiga jirgi,suna masu yi musu bye bye. A cikin jirgi ne faruk ke kallon Mimi yana magana a cikin zuciyar sa"yau wai Mimi ce ke kukan bazata bini ba, bayan ada kuka take zata bini,lailai nayi kuskure. Bayan sun isa ne,Mimi sai kallon gidan take yayi matukar birgeta gashi da fadi,mutun zai sakata ya wala,haka ta fada a cikin zuciyarta.
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AL'AMARIN ZUCI Part 1
Alhj hassan,Alhj Hussain,Alhj isma'il 'yaya ne ga Alhj usman mai nera, matar sa daya tak Hajiya Zeenatu ita ce uwar 'ya'yansa. Sun kasance suna zama ne a cikin garin zamfara. Wannan family Kansu a hade yake, hakan ne ma yasa suke zama a gida daya sai dai kowa da nashi part Saboda gidan babban gida ne sosai , iya haduwa gidan yahadu, kasancewar Alhj usman mai nera hamshakin mai kudi ne sosai gashi ya kasance shi mutum ne mai son jama'a da taimakon talakawa. Haka ma duk 'ya'yansa ba bare a ciki, domin ko wannesu Allah ya hore masa dukiya,dukiya kuwa abinda ake kira dukiya domin duk wanda yaga family din yasan dala ta zauna ba sai an gaya masa ba. Alhj Hassan shi ne babba matarsa Hjy Fatima 'ya'yansa biyu maza faruk da Hafiz. Alhj husain shi ma matar sa daya Hjy zainab, sai dai har yanzu Allah bai basu Haifuwa ba. Alhj isma'l matansa biyu Hjy saratu da Hjy khadija 'ya'yansa hudu duk maza,Hashim,yusuf,'ya'ya ga HjySaratu. Salim,Ali 'ya'yan Hjy Khadija. Zaman da suke zama ne mai hade da hadin kai da kwanciyar hankali ba'a cika jin kansu ba.
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faruk shi ne mai dan girma a cikin 'yayan,akalla yanzu yana shekara 9, yana primary 5 ne a yanxu. Amma idan yana fitar da lafuzzan turanci,kamar a secondry yake,gashi kyakkyawa fari tas dashi ga natsuwa da hankali,shiga rai shi yasa a familyn duk anfi ji da shi. Faruk ne zaune yana jiran fitowar momy (zainab )ummanshi ce ta aiko shi da dan wake yakawo mata. Yauwa dana, kace mata na gode,ya mika mata kulan ya fita,tayi zaune domin taci, sai dai yajin yau ba yawa, kiranta a waya tayi maman faruk ya akayi yau yajin ba yawa.....naga alamar so kike ki cutar muna da baby shiya sa na fara rage yajin,ko dan kinga mijin baya nan ne...ai bai ko san da cikin nan ba....ke haba meyasa,kinsan indiya yaje,idan nagaya masa bazai ma bari yayi abinda yaje yi ba sabida tsananin murna,kinsan mun shekara goma da aure ba haifuwa,haka ne fah Allah ya bada masu albarka,amin,amin nagode.
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Yau ne Alhj Hussain (Daddy)zai dawo daga indiya,Momy sai shirshiryen tarbonsa ta ke,ta kammala abinci ta shirya tsaf tayi kyau sosai tana sanye da wani blue din material mai ratsin fulawa pink jiran isowar sa kawai take,da yake yace mata karfe 1:00pm zasu sauko gashi yanxu daya saura, tadan kishingida Kafin ya iso. A cikin barcinta da bai riga yayi nisa ba taji sallamar sa,da saurin ta tashi ta rungume shi,tamai sannu da zuwa,sai kallon ta yake yanda ta kara mishi kyau....yadai kallon fa, kinga yadda kika kara kyau,haske,cika, ko ni dana je indiya albarka...um um fah,Allah kuwa,kunnensa ya tara a bakin ta, gaya min meye sirrin,ni dai ba wani sirrin muje kaci abinci akwai lbr mai dadin ji,da gaske ?eh. Ya gama cin abinci yayi wanka suna kwance suna firar ya bayan rabuwa...yauwa baki fada min lbrn ba,to rufe idonka na gayama, tooo....,wannan wane irin lbr ne haka da sai na rufe idona, kai dai nace ma ka rufe,to na rufe, Allah ya karbi addu'ar mu da muka dade munayi domin yanxu ina dauke da juna biyu .....da gaske!! Allah kuwa,tana magana ne a cikin jin kunya,rugumar ta yayi yana mata kiss ta ko ina,yayi sujjada yana mai cewa "Allah na gode ma da kasa zan ga kwai na a dunya,Allah ka bamu masu yawa masu albarka, kuma kasa muna da yawancin rai.
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Amin mjina.....bari naje na gayama family wannàn abin farinciki....ai kowa ya sani,ya akayi su ka sani, domin na san ki da kunya baza ki iya fada ba ,zazzabi ne mai tsanani nayi kamar bazan yi rai ba,sai da muka je asibiti,bayan an dubani suka ce ina dauke da juna biyu,baka ga yanda family ke murna ba hardai Hajiya da Alhaji....to ni meyasa ba'a gayamin ba sai yanxu? Saboda ina so ne na baka surprise,zaka fi farin ciki, kuma nasan idan na gayama baza ka bari ka, karasa abinda kaje yi....Allah kuwa da ranar zan dawo ba shiri. Haka rawu taci gaba domin yanzu momy haifuwa yau ko gobe. Faruk ne da sallamar sa tare dan rissinawa ya gai da momy,ta amsa sallamar tare da amsa gausuwar.
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Halan dai anzo ayi magana ne da kanwar?eh mommy. Da yake tun lokacin da cikin mommy ya fara girma kusan kullum sai ya zo ,wai magana su ke yi da kanwarshi ta cikin cikin,ni Billy giro abin har mamaki ya ke bani. ya naga kamar ranka a bace faruk,wasu ne suka bata min rai a school wai baza ki haifa min kanwa ba sai dai Kane,ni kuma ai nasan Allah shi ne maiyi ......kuma a kullum nayi sallah sai na roki Allah ya bani kanwa...to kasan da haka kake bata ranka a banza faruk, ni ma kawai na tsinci kai na ne da ance kane zaki haifa min sai inji raina ya baci tunda kannaina duka maza ne ina so na sami kanwa.......haka ma wasu na can na neman da namji,basu samu ba....to Allah dai ya ba ka kanwa amin mommy. Hanun sa ya dora a cikin momy,yana mai cewa. "Kanwa ta wai sai yaushe xaki fito a daina mun gori,mu rika yawo tare'yan ajinmu su dai na minkurin kanwa,nima na rama...hmm kai dai kullum baka gajiya kana magana da abinda bai ko xo duniya ba.... lah kinga umma tana motsi ...duk abin nan da akeyi a idon daddy ne sai dai ba wanda ya ganshi,murmushi kawai ya keyi,ya jingina a bakin kofar. Umma ce ta fara hango shi tsaye yana kallon su cike da sha'awa....a'a Alhj kai ne a tsaye sai faman kallon mu kake nida dana....danki mai kanwa ..ai inaganin idan baki haifi 'ya mace ba,bansan ya faruk zai yi ba. Allah dai ya taimaka ki haifo macen,amin ya Allah.
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Amma akwai ki da abin dariya mimi,kinga yadda kika Fuske...ya baxan fuske ba kina min zance marar dadin ji, wanda ko a mafarki bana so haka ta faru.....da wasa nake miki fah,ya zanyi wanann tunanin nace yayan ki bazai aure ki ba, wannan soyayya haka...ni dai zancen ya isa haka,ko abin motsa baki ban kawo miki ba,duk kin bi kin birkita min lissafi,afwan cewar Zainab. Momy ce zaune a falo Mimi kwance a saman kafafunta tana game a waya,nikuwa Mimi yaushe zaku fara waec da neco?a wannan watan mommy...amma baki da abinyi sai danne,dannen waya,ai Mommy duk dare kafin nayi barci sai nayi karatu,haba mommy na, ai kinsan bana wasa da karatu,haka kam amma ki kara dagewa kinji,inshaAllah mommy. Abba!wai wa zai kaini school yau,kasan fa jarabawa ce damu bana so nayi latti,yayanki zai kaiki,wanne daga cikinsu?Hafiz kuma a kullum shi xai rika kaiki..Abba why?shi ya zabi haka,hmm lai ma yaya Hafiz yayi hakanne don yana tunanin zan soshi,to meye abin yi tadan yi shiru kadan kafin ta samo amsa...yes hakan zanyi yayi dai dai. ...Tana magana ne a cikin zuciya. Kome zata yi oho,muje zuwa....
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Tafe suke ba mai magana a cikinsu. Hafiz ya katse shirun,yadai Mimi shirun fah,ina dan revising ne shi ne kaji shirun yayi yawa...ok yayi Allah ya taimaka,ameen yaya shima murmushi yayi yaci gaba da driving dinsu. Haka suke kullum basu cika wani surutu ba soboda revising dinda take yi,kuma tayi hakanne domin kar ya takura ta,amma shi abun yana dan damunsa sai dai yabar abun ne a zuciyar batare da ta fahimci hakan ba. Kamar kullum yau ma zai kai ta school yake tambayar ta. Mimi meyasa kullum bita kike kamar wacce bata karantu ba ,bayan nasan ba haka kike ba, da kinyi karatu zaki fahimta, basai kin sake ba,amma yanxu kullum sai kinyi bita...uhm ..eh.. am ina so ne in kara fahimta. Yanayin maganar ta ya gane cewa da gangan take bita kullum,kaddai ace yarinyar nan bata sona shiyasa take min haka..a'a dama haka take bata cika son damuwa ba idan za'a je school, dayan bangaren zuciyarsa ne ke bashi amsa. Zee!!..ya akayi,mimi mutumen ki ya fara gano ni...kamar ya ya Mimi? kinsan nace miki kullum revising nake a mota har mu iso,to ya fahimci yi ne kawai nake don kar ya ta kurani,gaya miki yayi?
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A'a yanayin fuskar sa ne ya bani amsa...nikuwa Mimi me zai hana ki fito fili ki fada mashi cewa faruk ke sonki,na tabbata idan yaji zai hakura. Kinsan bai riga da yace yana sona ba....amma ai duk wanda yaga yanda yake baki kulawa yasan akwai so mai tsanani,gsky ni kaina tausayi yake bani ranar da zai furta min ince a'a,ina jin nauyi sosai a matsayin sa na yayana. Kinga kawata ga shawara,yaushe ne yaya faruk zai dawo?kesan daga shekara sai shekara yake kawo muna ziyara saboda yanayin aikinsa,inaga yayi wata 7 da kawo muna last ziyara,kenan saura wata biyar kafin yazo....tab amma da saura dai kika ce,kuma kinsan kafin wannan lokaci zai iya furta miki, abinda nayi tunani ki matsa ma yayanki akan yadawo kina son ganinsa,na tabbata a yanda yake sonki zai dawo..zee kinsan ban cika son matsa mishi ba...kinkuwa san dalilin haka,sai kin fada. Ba makawa yanayin yadda kuke gudanar da soyayyar ku da yaya faruk, idan Hafiz ya gani zai fahimci Ku masoya ne, na gaske,kwarai kuwa zee shawarar tayi,kinga abu yazo cikin sauki.
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Allah ya biyaki zainab,shiyasa nake sonki...Ameen Mimi. Kwance take a daki ta na tunanin yadda zata bullowa yayanta faruk ba tare da ta, takura mishi ba....karar wayar ta ya katse mata tunani koda ta duba faruk ne wani sassayyan ajiyar zuciya tayi tare da murmushi kamar yana ganin ta. Hello yayana,hy my mimi,ya exam, Alhamdulillah,ki na dai karatu sosai ko? eh yaya sosai. Sai da suka dan taba fira take cewa "yaya ni gsky nayi missing dinka da yawa idan kai bakayi missing dina ba...haba! Mimi Allah nima nayi missing dinki, ai nakusa na dawo...to amma yaya har wata 5 fa,haka ne Mimi yau da gobe cikin ikon Allah sai kiga har lokaci yayi. Amma kiyi hkr kinji Minima to yayi yaya Allah ya kaimu lokacin ameen my Mimi shiyasa nake sonki kina saurin fahimta. Haka suka cigaba da firar su ta masoya kamar ba zasu aje waya ba. Mimice da Zainab a karkashin wata bishiya suna jiran azo a dauke su daga makaranta.
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Hafiz ne tafe a cikin mota ya iso inda suke yayi fakin,mimice ta tashi tana cewa "yaya sannu da zuwa,yauwa...barka da wuni yauwa sannu zainab. Yaya faroooook!!!! da gudu ta tafi ta fada jikinsa shima haka rungumeta yayi,yana cewa my Mimi!!! Sai faman sauke numfashi take tare da janye jikinta. Yaya da wani yace min ga ka can da sai nayi gardama kafin na juyo,sai Allah yasa nice na fara hango ka, Mimi kenan wannan gudu haka baki ji ciwo ba dai ko?a'a yayana...ai ko naji ciwo bazai dame ni ba tunda gaka a gabana.....su Hafiz ne da Zainab suka karaso,Hafiz ya mika ma faruk hannu suka gaisa. Ita ko Zainab sai cewa takeyi ai ke har kin bamu tsoro wlh.....yaya faruk sannu da zuwa yauwa Zainab ya exam mun gode Allah,to Allah ya bada sa'a, ameen. Hafiz ashe har yanxu mimi bata san ta girma ba...Allah na sani yaya .. to meyasa kikayi gudu haka idan kika jiwa kanki ciwo fa ...ai kaine yaya kamin bazata,tana magana ne a cikin shagwaba, shi ko faruk sai kallonta yake yanayin yanda take shagwabar ta,yana birge shi.
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Yaya Hafiz dama kasan yaya ya dawo?a'a nima yanzu na ganshi...Mimi kenan kamar yadda kika ganni bazata shima haka ya ganni. Amma yaya shine kaki karasowa kayi fakin nesa damu, to ai kin hango ni duk da nesa nake daku....yaya...
.Mimi yakoyi yanayin yanda tayi magana ne, a shagwabe ,su dukansu sai da abin yabasu dariya, Mimi sai faman kallon sa take yayi kyau,ya kara haske dagani yana cikin koshin lapiya. Meye tambayar ki mimina?yaya meya sa kadawo tun lokacin dawo war ka bai yiba?kece Mimi.....ni kuma...daga kansa yayi alamar eh,to ai kace min nayi hakuri,haka ne. Mimi nakasa jurewa ne, ace kin nemi alfarma ban miki ba,Mimi a duk duniya bani da wani buri sama da inga na faranta miki,Mimi fata na a kullum ki kasansce cikin farin ciki da walwala babu wata damuwa a tattare da ke. na gode yaya na gode kwarai da kulawar ka a gare ni Allah kuma yasaka ma da Aljannat fiddausi,ameen Mimi Allah yasa mu dukan mu mukasance a cikinta. su dukansu suka amsa da Ameen.
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Bayan sun dawo ne,Mimi tayi wanka tayi kyau sosai kamar ba indiya,sanye take da riga da siket English wear ta yafa wani karamin gyale Kalar kayan,tana saukowa ne zuwa falo,anan ta sami mommy zaune. Mommy nah,ashe yaya faruk ya fita,to zai zauna ne yayi ta jiranki har sai kinfito,yadai ce ki same shi a dakin sa,to mommy bari naje. Kwance yake yana sauke gajiyar tafiya daga shi sai singlet da shortniker,bacci yanason ya dan dauke shi. Sallamar Mimi yaji,Mimi ina zuwa, sai da yasaka jallabiyar sa,sannan ya bude daki, tsaye yayi yana kallonta ba tare da ya bata hanya ta wuce ba. Kwata,kwata ta canza masa domin wani irin kyau yaga ta kara, sai murmushi take dimple dinta na lutsawa...my Mimi tsokanan ya isa haka,wannan murmushin ai sai in manta hanyar gidanmu...aah yaya,to ai a cikin gidan naku kake,kaga baza ka manta ba. Yaya, aka ce kace insameka,dama abinci naso kikawo min amma har naci,sai dai barci da nake sonyi,ok yayi bari naje wurin kaka musha fira kenan,ayi barci lafiya,ok bye my Mimi. Ta tafi shiko yashiga dakinsa. Written by Bilkeesu giro [4:54PM, 10/3/2015] Billygiro: AL-AMARIN ZUCINa Bilky giro 18kakaaaa!!!....gani a bayan ki yau baza ki tsorata ni ba,ai ba tsorata ki zanyiba,nayi ta sallama ne baki amsa ba shine nakira da karfi ko zaki ji. Kaka ina Alhaji yayi wai, bacci yake,watakilma kin tashe shi da wannan kuwar taki,kaka ai gara ma ya tashi ya ga amaryashi sabon jini,takarasa maganar ne tare da shiga daki. Alhajina ashe ka tashi da barcin...an wuni lafiya,lafiya Kalau mimi,ina abokin ki,barci yake,koda yake bai jima da shigowa ba.cewar Alhaji. Shi ne ni kika zo kika tayarnmin da miji amma shi kin barshi yana bacci?eh kaka, shi dan hutu ne....ai kuwa shima yanzu zanje in tashe shi tana magana ne tare da dauko maya finta. Koda Mimi taga dagaske take ta rirrike kaka tana cewa kaka don Allah yi hakuri Allah ya gaji dayawa,cikin marai rai cewa take magana. to zaki sake tada min maigida? a'a amma ai kinsan nima matar sa ce,...kamar yadda shima din faruk mijina ne ba,kaka kenan nikadai ce matarsa bana zama da kishiya......
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Domin tuni na sa yayana ya miki saki ukku....ayya ai ni bana sakuwa....Sallamar Hafiz da Ali ce ta katse musu fira,kuma da alama Hafiz ya ji abinda suke cewa sbd yanayin fuskarsa yanuna. Kaka ce ta amsa sallamar,bayan sun gaisa ne Mimi ke tambayar Ali, "yaya Ali ina takwarata,ina fatan lafiya kalau take,lafiya lau, tace ma a gaida ke,ina amsawa,shi yaya Hafiz yaki gaya muna wacece antinmu...hmm Mimi kenan kena ke so amma a cikin rashin sani na fada sonki domin dana san faruk ke sonki da bazan fara ba,sai dai saukin abin ban furta miki ba....yaya yadai naga ka zurfafa, tunanin me kake,ba komai Mimi. Kaka ni zan tafi,to a gaida mutan gida,za suji inshaAllah. Daddy inaso inje shan ice cream na dade ban je ba,Mimi ni bana iya yawon nan yau ki je faruk ya kaiki...shan zakin ne yata shi ko...mommy pls ki banni inje,ai baxan hana kiba jeki tunda daddyn ki, yace kije...thank u my mom tayi mata kiss a kumatu ta fita a guje. Da isar ta,ta banki kofar dakin bako sallaam fito daga wanka kenan yaji an banki kofar dakinsa bako sallama,dagowar da zai yi yaga waye, sukayi ido hudu da Mimi.
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Da sauri ta dauke idanunnta akansa domin bata saba ganin sa,a haka ba. Dagashi sai towel ga gashin kirjin sa duk ya kwanta luf ,luf dashi,gabanta sai dukan uku,uku yake domin tasan yau fada ne rabonta. Wai ke Mimi! yaushe ne zaki yi hankali ki daina gudu!da har zaki shigo min daki ba sallama! bayan kinsan ba abinda na tsana irin a shigo min daki ba sallama,sai kace dakin arna,get out of my room!stupid girl kawai. Gabaki daya ta rasa natsuwar ta,da kyar ta samu ta iya cewa "yaya am so sorry pleasedajin maganar ta yasan kuka take,nan take yaji bai kyauta ba. Mimi kuka kikeyi?yi hakuri raina ne ya baci da yawa,gaya min me ke tafe dake, tayi shiru ba amsa, yaxo dab da ita Mimi magana fa nake miki,am sorry fadamin mekike so, dama.... ta sakeyin shiru hawaye na zuba a idanunta domin ta tsani fada a rayuwar ta har gara ma a daketa da ayima ta fada.
