Hanfa najin haka ta kalleshi kayi alqawari? Nayi miki alqawari yafada yana shafar dukiyar fulaninta rungume shi tayi tafara kissing dinsa, tasa harshe tafara lasar kowanne sashe na jikinsa shidai tafida duk tagama ruda shi, kunya ta ajiye agefe tashiga nuna masa soyayya sosai sai da la'asar tayi sannan ta iya kyale shi, wanka suka shiga sukayi suna fitowa tafida ya fita masallaci ita kuma tayi sallarta agida. Haka zaman tafida da hanfa ya kasance cikin nunawa juna soyayya da kauna,bayan bikinsu da sati 2 tafida yakoma office amma kullum shine yake share mata tsakar gida ya gyara mata dakunan barcinsu sannan ya tayata shirya breakfast sai sun gama komai sai ya shirya ya tafi office ita kanta hanfa tana mamakin irin wannan saukin kai na tafida, satinsu uku da bikin takoma makaranta, motoci guda biyu iri daya mai martaba ya basu ita da zarah saboda zuwa makaranta, yanzu kullum dakanta take driving zuwa sch taje ta dawo. Yau tunda akayi sallar asuba tafida bai kyaleta ba sai da yagama tara mata gajiya sannan ya barta, dakyar ta tashi tafita kitchen tashiga ta dora girki tafara shirya musu breakfast tafida ne yashigo kitchen din ya rungumo ta tabaya maman baby sannu da aiki, murmushi hanfa tayi ni ba yanzu zan haihu ba sai nagama school, dariya tafida yayi yadora kansa akan kafadarta zancen yaushe kuma yarinya, ai kin riga da kin makaro dariya hanfa tayi ban makaro ba wlh tunda har yanzu..... Cikin sauri yasa hannunsa ya rufe bakinta wlh kar ki kara magana saboda gaba daya alamun shigar ciki sun bayyana ajikinki kiga yadda hips dinki ya bude, kirjinki yakara cika kamar me shayarwa, wannan kuma ai kaine ka mayar dani haka, kaine ka budani nazama haka,dariya tafida yayi to ayi aiki lafiya, fita yayi yaje compound din gidan yafara gyarawa yana gamawa yakoma bedrooms dinsu duk ya gyaggyra lokacin hanfa tagama shirya breakfast tajera akan dining, ruwan wanka tahada musu suka shiga sukayi suka fito, shi tafida ya hade cikin bakaken suit ita kuma tasa arabian gown yellow,breakfast sukayi sannan tafida yafita office ita kuma tashiga wurin zarah daga can suka wuce school.
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Hakan zaman tafida da hanfa yayita gudana cikin son juna da tattalin juna har watanni suka shude kwanaki suka tafi, yau tunda wuri hanfa ta tashi bayan tagama koduwa a hannun tafida, kitchen ta shiga tafara kiciniyar hada musu breakfast yayinda shi kuma tafida yana can yana gyara musu bedrooms dinsu sai da yagama sannan ya fita tsakar gidan yafara shasshare shi, ita kam hanfa tunda tafara fasa kwai taji zuciyarta tafara tashi haka tadaure tafasa tahada ta kada tafara soyawa nan da nan taji zuciyarta tana tashi cikinta yahau juyawa dasauri tadauke kaskon ta nufi dakinta da gudu ta shiga toilet tafara sheka amai kamar zata amayar da kayan cikinta lokacin da tafida yashiga kitchen din ya tarar bata nan ga gas yanata ci, sai da ya kashe gas din sannan yabita dakinta a toilet yajiyota tanata aikin sheka amai dasauri yabita cikin toilet din ya riketa har ta gama aman ta kuskure bakinta, a kafadarsa ya daukota ya kaita kan gado ya kwantar da ita, bargo taja ta lulluba saboda sanyi taji tana ji kamar me,nan tafida ya rude ya fara yi mata sannu dasauri ya fita yaje ya dauko first aid box dinsa yazo inda take ya zuko allura asirinji ya yaye bargon data rufa tana ganin allurar tafara kuka nan suka shiga kokawa, dariya tafida yafara kinjiki matsoraciya to ranar da zaki haihu yaya zamuyi? Hawaye tafara taki yarda lallashin duniyar nan yayi taki yarda matseta yayi ajikinsa wata kara ta callara da sauri ya hada bakinsa da nata ya kankameta yajanye rigar jikinta ya soka mata allurar nan tafara fusge fusge amma bai barta ba sai da yayi mata allurar, kwanciya tayi tafara nishi daga nan kuma bacci yayi awon gaba da ita, rigarta tafida yadaga yafara shafa cikinta da rabon dai hanfa zaki haifa min yara ysfada yana kissing din cibiyarta. Ta jima tana bacci kafin ta tashi tana tashi tafida ya matso me zakici maman baby? Fuska ta yamutsa ni babu abinda nake son ci zobo kawai zaka samo min nasha, to bari naje nadawo yafada tareda fita ya nufi dakinsa kayansa yasa yafita cikin gari yaje ya siyo mata zobo mai sanyi jarka hudu yadawo gidan lokacin da yadawo har tayi wanka tana daure da towel, kusa da ita yaje to ga zobon na kawo miki, hannu ta mika masa alamar yabata tasha, bari ni zan baki da kaina janta jikinsa yayi yafara zuba zobon abakinsa yana hada bakinsa da nata yana zuba mata da haka suka shanye jarka daya shida ita, tun daga lokacin lafiya ta yiwa hanfa wuya ga uban amai da takeyi komai taci sai ta amayar amma har yau takasa fadawa zarah tana da ciki saboda kunyarta take ji.
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Hanfa ce kwance acikin kujera a falo shi kuma tafida yana kitchen yana soya mata plantain, falon ya kawo mata ta tashi tafara ci sai data cinye tafara sheka amai shi kanshi tafida sai data wankeshi da amai, rigar jikinta ya cire mata yafara gogge mata jikinta nan ya tsurawa na shanunta ido ganin yadda suka cika suka kara girma take yaji ranshi ya biya, daukarta yayi yakaita toilet yayi mata wanka shima yayi yadaukota yakawota daki nan kuma yafara nuna mata bukatarshi tureshi tafara yi tunda kayi min cikin basai ka kyaleni ba tafada cikin shagwaba sorry sugar baby kinga ai nayi hakuri fa dawayo da komai yashiga jikinta.
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Cikin hanfa ya girma haihuwa ko yau ko gobe gashi tunda aka kawota bata taba zuwa disina ba har yau, komai nata tafida ke yimata hatta wanka da wanki shine yake yi mata, cikin dare ta tashi da ciwo cikin kankanin lokaci ta haifi jariranta tagwaye guda biyu duk maza nanfa tafida yafara murna, gari yana wayewa yan uwa da abokan arziki suka yita xuwa ganin jariran hatta mai martaba yazo ya gansu shida su inno anan inno take cewa hanfa gida zata tafi ayau sai tayi 40 zata dawo, nan kuma tafida yace bai san zancen ba babu inda hanfa zataje, fada inno ta rufe shi dashi ta shiga hadawa hanfa kayanta ita kanta hanfa bata son tafiya tabarshi amma bazata iya cewa inno a'a ba, haka aka debi hanfa da jariranta sai disina nan itama nata iyayen suka shiga murnar ganinta, tunda ta tafi bai kirata ba dan fushi yake wai meyasa zata tafi bada izininsa ba, ko disinan ma yaki zuwa sai faisal ne yake zuwa amma shi fur yaki yaje sai dai duk abinda ya taso faisal yaje hatta sunan jariran ma faisal ya fadawa yace yayi musu huduba da umar da Aliyu wato hydar da faruq. Ranar suna anyi shagali sosai inda yara suka ci suna hydar da faruq, shi dai tafida yana can kadaici yana damunsa tunda su hanfa suka yi arba'in yake zuba idon ganinsu amma shiru har sukayi watanni 3 dole ya ajiye fushinsa ya nufi disina yana zuwa iyayen hanfa suka karbeshi cikin karramawa,bayan sun gaggaisa ne aka nuna masa dakin da hanfa take, tashi yayi yashiga dakin tana kwance tana bacci ta dora hydar akan cikinta shi kuma faruq yana kan kafafunta dukkaninsu bacci suke da alama kuma sun dade suna baccin, akusa da ita ya zauna ya tsura mata ido tana sanye da jar atamfa mai ratsin baki ajiki tayi dan kwalliya a fuskarta kuma ba laifi ta zama katuwa saboda tayi kiba kirjinta ya cika sosai, hydar ya dauke daga kan cikinta ya kwantar dashi agefe ya dauke faruq din shima ya kwantar dashi agefe, ahankali yadaga rigarta ya kwantar da kansa acikinta, bude ido tayi kamar a mafarki taga tafida yasha shadda ash colour da hula sai zuba kamshi yake, hannunsa takama yaushe kazo? Nazo kinata bacci murmushi tayi yaranka ne suke hanani bacci da daddare yaran ya kalla tamkar yayi kaki ya ajiye saboda tsananin kamarsa dasu, ayya sorry baby yafada tareda hayewa jikinta duk kamshin jikinta yagama rudashi kamar ba mai jego ba sai kamshi mai dadi take itada yaran hatta dakin kamshi yake (Sabanin wasu matan da idan suna jego hatta gidansu karni yake dan Allah mata mu kula) kallonsa ya maida kan yaransa an saka musu kaya iri daya pink din riga da blue din jeans, kansa ya tura cikin rigar hanfa saboda duk kamshinta ya rikitashi, batayi niyyar hanashi ba saboda itama tayi missing dinshi.
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Yan yatsun hannun tafida hanfa ta murza yadai? Tafada tana kallonsa bai bata amsa ba ya tura kanshi cikin rigarta ya fara lasar cibiyarta, murmushi hanfa tayi tashafo sumar gashin kansa tace ya hanya? Shiru bai bata amsa ba domin duk ta gama tafiya da hankalinsa, ita kanta yatafi da imaninta saboda kamshin turarensa kadai yakashe mata jiki, hydar ne ya motsa ya callara kara cikin sauri tafida yatashi ya daukeshi ya mika mata shi, tashi kiyi feeding dinsa nagani, tashi zaune tayi ta zuge zip din rigarta takarbeshi ta fara kiciniyar shayar dashi, cikeda sha'awa tafida ya zuba ma kirjinta ido tareda kai hannunsa yafara lallatsa su, sugar baby haka kika dawo? Murmushi tayi eh haka kuka dawo dani kai da yaranka, a'a baby kinyi kyau ne dayawa fa, kiga kirjinki kamar ba shayarwa kike yi ba, uhm kadaina zugani dai, Allah dagaske, yaushe zaki dawo ne? Kinga har yarana sun girma dan Allah kudawo haka, hannunsa takama tasaka cikin nata abba yace next week zan dawo, kiss yabata akan lips dinta yawwa baby gara ki dawo kinji kinga gidan yayi min girma ni daya, hydar ta mika mishi ta dauki faruq shima tafara feeding dinsa, rungume hydar yayi ajikinsa yana kallonsa komai na yaron irin nashi ne babu ta inda ya barshi, wani son yaran yaji yana ratsashi shi dai hanfa ta gama yi masa komai, Allah ya raya min ku yarana yafada yana kissing din goshin yaran, tana gama feeding din faruq ta ajiyeshi tafara kokarin zuge zip din rigar, rike hannunta tafida yayi haba maman baby ni kuma fa? Da sauri ta kalleshi abincin yaran? Sorry baby dan kadan zaki sammin kinji, pls & pls baby, nidai ka bari sai nadawo,yanzu haka zan tafi? Sorry nawan tafada tana kissing din hannunshi nan yaji tasake rudashi, hydar ya mika mata ya dauki faruq shima ya saka masa albarka ya ajiyeshi ya kalleta ni zanje na tafi saboda naga idan na zauna za ayi abin kunya agidan nan dan kin gama rudani, ranar friday zan turo su sarkin mota su daukeku, rungumeta yayi itada yaran dan ji yake kamar kar ya tafi ya barsu, haka yayi mata sallama ya tafi yana cikeda kewarsu itada twins dinsa.
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Tunda tafida ya tafi ya fara shirin karbar hanfa gaba daya gidan ya sake mata komai sabo tun daga kan furnitures har fentin gidan komai yadawo sabo kamar gidan amarya, itama hanfa acan gyara kanta tayi tafito ral da ita tayi kunshi tagyara gashinta, ranar juma'a kamar yadda yace ya tura aka debosu, lokacin da tazo gidan baya nan yana asibiti dan haka wurin zarah ta shiga ta ajiye yaran tafada kitchen ta dora delicious, fried rice tayi da farfesun hanta wanda nidai ummi A'isha sai da naji yawun bakina ya tsinke, bayan ta gama hafa komai ta dauka takaiwa zarah daga nan ta debo yaranta, tana zuwa tayi musu wanka ta shirya su itama tayi tashirya cikin body hug ja da bakin wando kirar fela, takama gashin kanta da jan ribom, sai da ta turare gidan da kanta da daddadan kamshi tukunna tazauna a falo tana jiran zuwan tafida domin yaranta tuni sunyi bacci. Karfe 3 daidai tafida yashigo gidan shida faisal, kallon faisal tafida yayi malam bafa ciki zaka shiga ba muyi sallama tun daga nan kashiga gidanka dan yau ni angone, dariya faisal yayi to agaida amarya nagode, zataji tafida yafada tareda shigewa gida, yana shiga ya hangota zaune cikin kujera das da ita tamkar budurwa yar 19 tsayawa yayi yana kallonta tana juyowa suka hada ido ya tsuke cikin bakin suit, tasowa tayi tazo ta shiga jikinsa tana magana a hankali sannu da zuwa abban dady, kasa magana yayi ya cafki bakinta yafara tsotsa tuni itama tafara mayar masa da martani, ganin tsaiwar zata gagaresu yasata kama hannunsa zuwa bedroom dinsa suna shiga yajata kan bed, ya kwantar da ita ya fara sinsinar ta rike shi tayi ka zo kaci abinci, bazan iya ba yafada acikin kunnenta kece kika yi min alqawari so karki hanani pls, wannan ai salon rowa ne zaki saka wannan kayan, cire kayanta yafara dasauri dasauri nan yashiga nuna mata zallar so, sai dai ita hanfa ji tayi kamar ranar farkonsu dan dakyar ya iya shiga ga wani radadi da takeji, shi kam tafida washar dashi dan ji yayi hanfar Sa tadawo sabuwa fil. Bayan komai ya gama wanzuwa ne tafida yatashi yashiga wanka yana cikeda annashuwa yana fitowa yanufi dakinta acan yaga twins dinsa sunata mutsil mutsil alamar sun tashi daga bacci.
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Faruq ya fara daukowa yakai shi wurinta inda take kwance tana bacci sai gumi take duk kuwa cewa dakin akwai ac, ahankali yahau kan gadon yakwantar da faruq kusa da ita yadauki breast din yasa masa abaki sannan yakoma dakin ta yadauko hydar sai da faruq yakoshi sannan ya daukeshi ya sawa hydar shima,yaran suna koshi suka koma bacci daidai lokacin ita kuma ta farka daga baccin, kallon tafida yayi idonta jajur duk jikinta ciwo yake yi mata gashi ji take ko tafiya bazata iya yi ba, zanyi wanka tafada ahankali daukar ta yayi yakaita toilet yahada ruwan zafi yayi mata wanka dakyar ta iya taka kafarta tadawo daki, tana dawowa tawuce dakinta ta kintsa tasa riga da skirt na atanfa fitet batayi wata doguwar kwalliya ba tadawo dakinsa zo muje kaci abinci danni yunwa nakeji sosai,tashi yayi daga shi sai gajeren wando sukaje falo dakyar take tafiya suna zuwa ya kwaso musu abincin ya kawo kan carpet ya ajiye yafara zuzzuba musu nan tafara ci kamar zata hadiye har kwanon, kallonta tafida yayi sannu baby,batayi masa magana ba har sai data koshi gaskiya abban baby baka bina ahankali koda yaushe da karfi kake yi min, kiyi hakuri ba laifaina bane, kan kujera tahau tamike Shi kuma yafara cin abincin yana gamawa yadauko magani ya bata. Tsakanin tafida da hanfa zamane suke yinsa na kaunar juna da soyayya, yaransu sun girma sunyi wayo yanzu watansu 9 amma idan ka gansu zaka zaci sun shekara daya dan suna gudunsu ko ina itama hanfa yanzu tafara shirye shiryen gama school, lokacin da zata yi final exam hostel tafida yabarta takoma dan tasamu damar fuskantar karatunta, tana gamawa tafara laulayi lokacin watansu hydar 10 anan tafida yace ta yaye su, kuka hanfa tafara wai ko hutawa batayi ba zata fara wani laulayin? Ita dai ya cire cikin nan bataso tana haihuwa kusa da kusa, cikeda mamaki tafida ya kalleta baby kin san kuwa abinda kike fada? Cikin nawa ne bakya so? Kodai kin daina sonane? Haba hanfa wannan fa itace kadai hanyar da zaki nuna min soyayya, kuka taci gaba dayi nidai gaskiya acire, rungumeta tafida yayi yafara tsotsar bakinta kiyi hakuri hanfa ina son yara sosai musamman ma wanda suka fito daga cikinki, duk wadannan kalaman basu yi tasiri agun hanfa ba gaba daya ta birkice masa ita dole sai yacire cikin, tun yana lallashinta har yayi fushi ya fara balbaleta da fada bazan cire cikin ba kema ai malamar lafiya ce dan haka kina iya cirewa da kanki, yana gama fadin haka ya fice daga dakin yaje ya harhadawa su faruq kayansu ya daukesu yakaisu gidan mai martaba wurin inno.
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Tun daga wannan lokacin zamansu ya canja kowa ba ruwanshi da dan uwansa, ko girki yanzu hanfa batayi saboda cikin nata mai laulayi ne danma inno takawo mata masu aiki guda biyu wanda suke yi mata aiki, cikin nata yanzu yashiga wata na 4,tsakaninta da tafida sai dai ido. Yau takama juma'a tana zaune a falo tafida yashigo yana sanye da farar shadda da hula, yana rikeda faruq da hydar wanda kana ganinsu kaganshi sak shine, yaran sunyi bulbul suna sanye da kaya iri daya bakar riga da bakin wando, da gudu sukaje suka dale jikinta shi kuma tafida ya wuce dakinsa, surutu suka fara yi mata wai mai martaba yabasu doki, dariya tafara to ku kun iya dokine? Mun iya mana momy, haka suka yita mata surutu babu laifi ganinsu ya sanyaya mata zuciyarta, daren ranar ajikinta ta rungumesu suka yi bacci saboda yanzu dakinta take kwana tafida ya dauke mata kafa ita kuma bata bishi ba. Washe gari da kanta tayi musu wanka ta shirya musu breakfast sukaci shi kam tafida sarkin zuciya ko abincin gidan baya ci, tana zaune a falon daga ita sai wata yar shimi ja tadaura zani kanta babu dan kwali cikinta yadan fito su hydar suna zagaye da ita, sallama akayi aka shigo kallon mai sallamar tayi itace taje duba tafida lokacin da yayi accident, dagudu su faruq sukaje suka rungumeta suna cewa oyoyo anty, ciki ta shigo ta zauna tana dariya yakuke yarana? Daurewa hanfa tayi tai mata sannu da zuwa tareda kwallawa mai aiki kira tace ta kawo mata abin motsa baki, ina abbanku? Bakuwar ta tambayi yaran, daddy yana daki dagudu faruq ya nufi dakin tafida ba ajima ba sai gasu sun fito tare yana sanye da thee quarter iya gwiwarsa da body hug maroon, daga gani bacci yake kuruciya karara a fuskarsa kamar saurayi dan 27,baby bacci kakeyi ne? Bakuwar tafada tana murmushi shi kuma dan yabawa hanfa haushi yace ah yau sweety nace tazo bakya yi min waya ni nazo? Kusa da ita yaje ya zauna kamar wadda zai shiga jikinta,yakike? Lfy baby yau hutawa kake kenan, eh wlh ina gida yau, murmushi tayi baby ina ne dakin nawa kasan ni bana son kananan dakuna dan nafi so nasake nida yarana, yaran naki har nawa zaki haifa? Babu adadi har sai kaji sun isheka sannan zan daina haihuwa, anya kuwa zaki iya a wannan dan karamin cikin naki? Yafada yana satar kallon hanfa wadda tacika tayi fam, kai ai kasan ba anan takeba tafada tana dariya, tashi hanfa tayi tashiga dakinta saboda tagaji da wannan cin fuskar.
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Tana shiga daki tafada akan gado tafara kuka marar sauti, sai da tayi mai isarta sannan ta tashi ta leka falon lokacin nana ta tafi, window ta bude ta leka, tafida ta hango tsaye shida bakuwarsa ta dafa motarta su kuma su hydar sun kwasa da gudu sun nufi gidan faisal wurin zarah, tana nan tsaye har tafida yazo ya wuceta ya shige dakinsa, bayansa tabi zuwa dakin ta sameshi kwance rigingine kansa ta fada ta shiga jikinsa sai kuma tafara kuka, jiyo da ita yayi takoma kasa shi kuma yana samanta, baby menene? Cikin kuka tace bakai bane, ok to naji nine kiyi shiru stop crying my dear! Shiru tayi takalli fuskarsa yasaita fuskarsa kan tata numfashinsa yana sauka akan tata, hanfa! Yakira sunanta, na'am tafada ahankali, akwai abinda na rageki dashi a zamantakewarmu? Kai ta girgiza, to tunda na sauke nauyin ki kiyi hakuri zan kara aure, shiru tayi bata amsa ba jin haka yasashi dagowa ya kalleta, asume yaganta bata motsi dagudu yaje yasamo ruwa ya kwara mata amma bata farfadoba, agurguje yazira mata doguwar riga ya dauketa yakaita mota daga nan ya nufi asibitinsu da ita, yana zuwa yakaita anternatal, take yaga tafara zubar da jini da alama cikin jikinta zai samu matsala, anti miscarriage yayi mata guda biyu (allura) take bacci ya dauketa shi dai duk ya gama rudewa yana ganin tayi bacci yafara kaiwa da komawa, sai da tayi awa daya tana bacci sannan ta bude idonta tana budewa tafara surutai marassa kan gado, dama nasan dole yayi aure tunda ni yanzu yadaina sona bayan kuma shine ya tsofar dani da ba haka nake ba, tun ranar da yafara kusantata yafara nuna min mugunta dakarfi ya rinka shigata babu irin ciwon da bai Jimin ba ranar ashe so yake ya gama dani ya auro wata, ko ba ranar ba ni duk lokacin da zai zo min dakarfi yake zuwa min haka lokacin da yaje ya daukeni a makaranta wuyar da ya bani ko tafiya kasawa nayi, wlh idan cikina ya zube sai ka biyani, kallonta kawai tafida yake cikeda tausayawa dama yawancin mata idan akayi musu wannan allurar to daga sun farka surutai zasuyi tayi duk abinda ke cikin zuciyarsu sai sun fada ranar,wata allurar yasake yi mata take bacci yayi gaba da ita, oh yanzu da badan mu kadai bane adakin nan ai da hanfa tagama bude mana sirrinmu yafada acikin zuciyarsa. Ta dan jima tana bacci sannan ta tashi, cikinta tashafa cikina ya zube? Jikinta ya matsa yakai bakinsa jikin kunnenta cikinki ko cikina? Cikinki bai zubeba amma da kin kusa yi mana asara, ki kwantar da hankalinki hanfa bazanyi auren ba kiyi hakuri kinji, kum